pi synch

synch friday:
i had a feeling i was going to get a  synch today, and sure enough, it happened. so my dad msgd me on fb, they were watching baby lila. oh yeah, i have my nj license back, and he let me use the car to do some errands today. they had to babysit. i went to the infusion center to get my iron iv, then i went to the post office to submit in my old passport for a new one, then i went to walmart to pick up my pills. let me tell you, it felt_________so...good. to drive. it really truly did. it just reminded me, of feeling human, and when the pa suspension is lifted, i will feel so good. when i pay off the fines, i will feel so good...when i get a car, i will feel so good...when i get off sasi!!!! I WILL FEEL SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD!!! i tell you, right now, i am not gonna lie, my life, well, it is very lonely and depressing. my job, i mean, its a job, right? i used to want a job where i worked alone at night, but that was being a security guard making 18.00 an hour, this job...well...i do not make that much. but its a job, for now. but like i said, i go through a range of emotions because i have nothing but thoughts on my mind, along with my mechanical zoned out work mode, i also tend to think of things i never got to experience in life. the loneliness and the thoughts, well, that is the hard part. someone asked me, 'do you want to get married and have kids,' i was like wtf? with you? HA that was weird...someone msgd me that. im like, first of all, aint none of yo business...why you asking me that!?? the nerve! it just irritated me that this person asked me that question, as if i am failing at life or something. it just...struck a nerve. not because i am afraid i am getting older, and that this 'old maid' myth is setting in...not at all. i learned alot of patience...and humility and humbleness. after this dui ordeal is done and over with , (i still have 4 years of probation now, but i might be able to get a motion next year to get out early), i will just be a stronger person, and more appreciative of life. yes i would like to meet someone and get married and have kids, but i will in no means rush that or go and marry the first person like i am some sort of pathetic loser who can no longer snag a guy. truth is, i am not even trying. i am just focusing on doing the right thing right now. 

in order to even find someone to get married too, well, i have to find them. and i do not go out. and i am EXTREMELY picky so not just anyone will do. i mean, i think alot, but right now i do not feel like writing my thoughts on meeting my eternal partner in crime...but anyways...on to the synchronicity part...

so my dad msgd me and told me to put on cbs. dr phil. i guess whitneys friend was talking about bobbi christina. idk. but when i turned on cbs, it was ellen. so i just left it on. mario lopez was on and they were doing a little pie game with elizabeth berkely. the one who couldnt guess MIGHT get a PIE/pi to the face. mario was supposed to name all the great lakes. he named lake erie, huron, and uh..the other one. but he forgot the other two. so it was lake superior and lake ontario. at that moment, the home phone rang and the caller id said ONTARIO. mario got a PIE in the face. is this a PI synch????

well, thats all! now for some youtube!