rachel ray, gloating over derek jeter the cheaters wife....idk. my life is so boring right now ERGHH i need a car and a JOB and a boyfriend and a LIFE and start working out!!
a photographer from OMP emailed me about doing a shoot, which would be fun, but he says he is looking for a muse. i was honest and told him i gained weight. i dont look like i used too. im older for one. and i gained weight. im just old and fat and gross! So, i dont think i should be anyones muse. photoshoot a few times a month and payed. 250.00. that aint bad i mean, but i do not feel especially confident about myself right now.
i want to start working out again, and i want to do something with my hair, get some plastic surgery. whatever. his model wife tho seems cool. yeah i stay home watching daytime talk shows right now. pretty lame and boring. i hang out with my parents. is my life going to get more exciting!??!?
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