Gameplan

Hey. So, I need to come up with a gameplan. Oh, the weekend? Oh, what did I do? Oh..ok..well, Thursday night Marta, Jen and I went to visit Lisa, since she is all cooped up in that house in middle of nowhere dark road Bangor. I just have to say, I would go crazy doing nothing in that house. Well, she does start work tomorrow so that is good. Matt is working for 10 days in St. Kitts. anyways, we had some wine and i brought this stromboli i made (all last week was international week, where i made lamb meatballs with buttery orzo and spinach and stuff...good flavors! lemony...also made morrocan chicken with couscous, stromboli, and turkey enchiladas. so yeah i brought over a red wine (they all drink white wine. i like red...shrug)...jen was super annoying. she was drinking alot and being loud and obnoxious. she just...i dont know, shes always been that way. like those cackling KFC women. i want a yogurt. so...it was basically all about jen and her annoyances..but whatever. friday...hung out here drank some beers but mike fell asleep early. i wish him and i can chill (we used too, before we moved in together. we used to have fun together. i miss those days. :( ) i drank too much and i dont even know what i posted on facebook. i hate when i do that. saturday...mike was mad at me of course. he was mad because i stayed up late. who cares? i want someone i can hang out with and chill with...mike and i just don't have fun anymore. we watch movies together. tsk. im tired. so mike wanted to go to your welcome inn by himself, whatever. i wasn't going to stay in so i msgd adam and he wasnt doing anything so he picked me up. i suggested strip club but i was kidding but we ended up going to tattletales in bath, which was ok. i could be a dancer...lol. all you have to do is move real slow and sensually. i look good why not? i've always been curious about it, but i wouldn't do it. those girls can make good money tho, and i always think it would feel hot being on stage with good music playing. not the creepy guys, i'm just saying feel sexy and attractive shrug. i would do it for mike but mike doesn't care. i would NEVER go to a strip club with mike tho. its weird bcuz i go with adam and i feel like the girls worry i will get mad, and they think him and i are together...well we are not! they kind of act weird...but i dont know!? they tell me to smile, so what is the etiquette? what the hell, what am i supposed to do? smile and stuff. i was mostly zoned out from being tired and my mind was else where really. wondering about mike, drinking again....i dont know!?? some weird guy was looking at me and it was annoying...so we left but adam wanted a drink at spankys west in easton bcuz he wanted to see one of his girls so we stopped there. i liked it better when it was cr fannys now its too dark. the girls there were heavier girls with bellies and bit butts. ehhh....i could definately do it if thats how they look. i think i would look hot! i must sound so stupid. i dont really care. ewwww what!?? im not following any attention hos on facebook (girls that post sexy pics) i dont follow them on instagram...so why when i clicked over i saw some shapeless attention ho wearing a lacy see through negligee thingy i was like, 'whoa am i back at spankys or something?" that was...odd...i dont know how that girl got on my feed...i was going to snap a screenshot and post it here but i figure, nah! where did she go? shes gone now!?? weird....so yeah...after getting a beer at spankys, and some shot called sunny d from one of the shotgirls, we went to stupid fat jacks. fat jacks is so dull...no music...blah...adam said that is why he goes to strip clubs. cuz normal bars are a bunch of guys watching sports and stuff. some music was played later tho. so yeah, i had perogies there too. well adam was hungry. also did a shot of soco. bar closed and he dropped me off. mike was laying on the couch i could see him through the window. i tried to open the gate but there is this stupid lock on the bottom so i was knocking on the window so he could open it, and he got all mad at me for doing that. i didn't stay out late, i didn't bring any beer back with me...i wasn't wasted. i was fine. i wanted to ask him about his night and tell him about mine. hes so annoying. today we watched movies on netflix. yesterday we watched dahmer today we watched ted bundy. also ordered some chinese food.