where do you go? my lovely

tonight we went to my 92 year old puerto rican aunt titas house they all went to doris dukes place again but i did not go. my aunt sally and joyce were there. tita never acts old she is still young! she is my fathers aunt, my grandmother elbas sister. they had old photo albums which i enjoyed looking through. we also had dark roast espresso coffee and goya soda crackers. they were telling funny stories and i tried not to laugh when tita said that one of my grandparents friends was a lesbian and one day she cornered her and tried to kiss her. it was just pretty funny hearing her tell this story, but odd too lol. i just like to go and drink coffee i am so lonely during the summer. im a nice girl i think, im decent. im funny..i have a good heart. wtf...anyways...

musikfest is pretty cool cuz you can go and walk around, drinking a beer in the streets, lots of fun vendor food..near the steel stacks they have concerts and you dont need a ticket to hear the music. you can just tailgate in the parking lot with food and drink and listen to the music. i heard culture club, darius rucker, and alice in chains.  (on different nights) i wanted to listen to snoop dogg but mike did not want to go :(  OH YEAH AND OUR TATTOO ARTIST TODDs band 'trouble city all stars opened up for snoop!!! heres a pic)

thats our tattoo artist lol and his girlfriend who is the singer with snoop d. o. double g...HA i put up pics..i steal them from ppls facebooks and post them i am an oddball I DONT CARE

it would of been nice. i love romantic summer nights.

you want to know why im hopeful about DRINKING!?!

THIS!!!!

THIS!!!

or THIS:

or THIS:

you know that feeling tho, when you hear a good song and you just feel OVERWHELMED by emotion or something idk...and it is enhanced when you are under the influence!!!

or like...you just...you are talking to someone you are just meshing and gelling well with!! mesh and gel well!!!

idk....i havent met someone like that in a LOOONG TIME! i have friends that tell me they are even interested in dating a woman, because a man is clueless!!

i have noticed most women want to feel appreciated. it is true. we like to feel like we are sexy, hot, gorgous creatures, but to the ones that we love...(not to everyone) although some try to get attention from everyone to fill the void that their lover is not showing ...ahem...kim ahem...

she told me something hippocritical HIPPO!! ahh i aint getting into it...

i want to call someone, my lovely!!

i want to make someone blush...i want to make someone nervous...

wtf