yeah it was weird because i made that transvestigation about trisha paytas and jason nash and he said that. anyways..whut else....hmm i dont know?  oh yeah, kate spade died. at first, i thought she was kate bush...

well, kat von d just had a wedding with upside down crosses and a red theme, eyes wide shut esque. (its on her instagram, i dont feel like finding the pic mehhh)

then kate spade commited suicide? so when i googled the term, "a spade is a spade" this is what came up:

To "call a spade a spade" is a figurative expression which refers to calling something "as it is", that is, by its right or proper name, without "beating about the bush"—being outspoken about it, truthfully, frankly, and directly, even to the point of being blunt or rude, and even if the subject is considered coarse, ...


ok me again...beating around the bush, kate, kate bush. i am grasping at straws i guess, just stood out to me.

The name Kate is a Latin baby name. In Latin the meaning of the name Kate is: Pure, clear. Form of the Latin 'Katharina', from the Greek 'Aikaterina'. It was borne by a number of saints, including St Catherine of Alexandria, a 4th century martyr who suffered torture on a spiked wheel.


Hmm..interesting.?? so anyways, there was a synchronicity yesterday. mike wanted me to watch 13 reasons why at his house. reluctantly, i watched an ep. we watched it in the basement. this particular episode, was them in the basement. the stairs resembled the stairs in mikes basement, the stairs that marble loves. they were also sitting on a persian rug, which very much resembled the one in mikes basement. they were even talking about infinity, and a moment in time. i tried to tell mike this but he didn't get it. i told him, 'this is a sychronicity'. it took him a while to get it.


so anyways, i put in my 2 weeks at walmart, but WHYEEEE!?? i will be ok. you see. i will be fine. i am going to find a temp job in the meantime. i just want to enjoy my summer. for 2 years i have been working nights. for a year i have been working weekends. im sick of it and im done! i just want a little break before i figure out what i want to do with my life.