i see this redhead actress in this new show (im watching the miss universe)..she used to be on under the dome. actually, jay and i used to watch that. i actually hung out with jay quite a bit. he gets me. we connected quite good but...shrug. anyways, see, i always saw this actress and would think, 'she looks like breakfast. eggs specifically.' she reminded me of eggs. scrambled, specifically. scrambled with ketchup. maybe its cuz that is what he would make me after we hung out all night, drinking and youtubing. its ok tho. although, if i were to say that to mike, he wouldnt get it, in fact, he wouldn't even think it was cute. 

i feel like i am unintentionally creating a world where...i dont know? oh well, im doing it. although with jay, i tried. i didn't feel attracted to him. i don't really feel that way about mike. well, i feel like, i just wanted one date with that bley guy. just a date! nothing serious! now that wont happen. 

ok i need to stop drinking and blogging oh boy this candle smells delish. it took about 2 hours! i wonder who will be miss universe. i havent really came up with a fave