so my little nephew (well, my cousin marys son)...said after college he is going in the air force, where he will be a lieutenant of some sort. also adria says she is going in the airforce. i really am so envious you know? my other cousin, natalie, her daughter niomie went to school for graphic design and she actually works for disney movies and all kinds of big name movies. oh man, i remember a time when i graduated high school and my future was bright and full of hope. so anyways i was trying to find legit army soldier ASMR (most are tacky and not true to the military)...i think asmr would be having us get our uniforms, eye exam, shots and hearing test and get our rifles and gear and canteens etc...because it will capture those feelings of when someone was in the military. anyways, when i was in ft benning WAY Back, MTV filmed there and i ALWAYS well not always, but occasionally, try to search for it to find it. simon rex was there too. but i found some footage from the 90s, airborne school. even watching this...it kind of takes me back. i remember the smell of the fields. anyways...i should write about it but not this way. i would actually have to take time out to write GOOD!!!
what else? yeah, even tho i am engaged, i sort of feel like i have nothing to look forward to anymore. its like...life has lost itself on me. should i give up? on trying? no because i want a kid and plus i am going to really start writing about my experiences as well as my other story ideas i have had brewing for quite some time. i have too.
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