today!

Friday night, I went to bed, then I got a phone call. I saw it was Mike calling and it was 546 am. Confused, I answered the phone. I forget why he called me, but turns out, it was really only 1130. I was sleeping since I had to be at work the next morning. Well, this morning, he really did call me at 546 am. He was calling because he wanted to go out to breakfast. (He snuck home during the night..). I knew I had an painting shoot scheduled today with Dorian Vallejo and his girlfriend was going to paint me too. I was thinking it was going to snow so I just cancelled, but did not hear back from him. I woke up at 830 and Mike came to get me. We went to Key City Diner for pancakes and waffles. I love that diner because the aesthetic is still pastels from the 80s, I swear, the decor is still the same from when it opened up. I was thinking about how I need my good camera fixed so that I can take pictures in that diner. We sat down, and I started to tell Mike this idea, but of course he interrupts me with his negativity, saying, "I don't think people will want their pictures taken." Actually, people like their pictures taken, if you ask for permission. If they think its for a paper or something, I don't see why not!? I would never just go and take pictures of people enjoying their breakfast at a diner tho, I really am not ballsy enough to just ask, but I wish I were, because they would be awesome photos! Instead of Mike listening and hearing me out, he just has to say all these negative things, to the point where it feels like a chore just trying to morning converse with him. There is such a thing as AM conversing. Like, chill. Keep it chill, keep it 80s AM radio. Smooth! Like, Moss, he is so high voltage even in the morning. With Mike, I just wanted early morning, casual convo. It is just so hard to actually have an endorphin, feel good conversation with Mike. It gets frustrating. He just interrupts and has to always prove a point, or tries to get into these argumentative debates. He was talking about swimming with the manatees (we are going to do that in Florida), but then he said to me, "I'll feed you to the sharks." I was like, "why would you say that? That is not funny!" He says it was a joke. Still, you don't joke like that! In what pretense was he even saying that for? It didn't even make sense!?? He got so loud and cursing, dropping F bombs and such, I always tell him, I hate when he curses. It's just so trashy. I really am not a fan of fucking this and fuck fuck fuck. It shows no class. But anyways, point is, he embarasses me when we go out to eat. Not all the time, but often. That makes me think, 'hes not the guy I want to spend the rest of my life with" and I tell him this. I want to marry someone who has CLASS! Someone who is mature but still likes to let loose, yes, I do like a sense of humor, but a sense of humor which is cutting, (not cutting in a, "I'll cut you" way..but, cutting edge? I don't know? I like when I have convo with someone and the jokes flow between us. He doesn't get my subtle humor...he likes Artie Lange humor and Married with Children humor. I tell Mike this too. So, I was so embarrassed and told him, "I don't think we should get married." blahhhh

so I come home, and it hasnt started snowing, it would start at 4 pm so I texted Dorian and said I can still come, I should be ok! So I took a shower and drove over. 

They live in an old, estate like house, (College Hill area has alot of stately big houses. Most are many apartments in one, like theirs is.). It's an artist studio too. Many different rooms and hallways, it's quite quaint. The kitchen is darling, all white tiles, (just like Easton apartments and homes. Easton PA has a lot of old fashioned style buildings,)..there was a hallway leading into hidden rooms and alcoves, the bathroom, and a peek of the bedroom, with and Eiffle tower in it actually. Then the room with a bookcase which feels the side of the wall and a vintage love seat, and all of Kelly's really unique paintings as well. 

They are really cool. I like them. They do not act pretentious at all. Kelly reminds me of a fascinated young girl with her high arched eyebrows and curiousity and he reminds me of some kind of actor, he resembles an actor. I just feel comfortable being there and I like them. His attention to detail is autistic beyond understanding. Not an insult, just he sees in 3dimension rather than painting on a flat service. It's sort of like sculpting with clay, but using oil paints. She was watching him because he was teaching her his techniques. They had on classical music, ranging from everything orchestra..?? Beethoven, recognizable tunes. It was really nice and calming. 

So that was cool. I had to sit still for 5 hours, in the same position. Of course we took breaks and such. They are a really unique couple, I feel. At one point, he checked the time and it was 1:11, and we all made a wish ha! This was after I said I saw a woman with a dress and a samarai sword on the back of the easel. He said something about how human's can see shapes and patterns and images within these things, I dont know I dont remember exact words. 

Once it started snowing, I headed home. I felt an itch to stop at Nortons licquor store to pick up a 12 pack or something, but I kept fighting back and forth with myself. "Nah, you don't need it! Save money!" I found myself about to pull in to the parking lot, but a truck came out of McDonalds and distracted me, and I just kept driving. I'm glad I didn't. I find that when I drink, I just get super tired and bored. 

So then I just sort of, hung out. Made a bowl out of rotiserrie chicken, avocado, rice, red onion, lemon juice and cilantro and parsely and adobe spices. I also watched this show about an ex marine and a bodybuilder and a dad who is now transgendered into a woman. Transformer. That was good.

Mike called me. He was being apologetic and tried to explain his humor etc. Then he asked if he can come over to watch walking dead at 9. (He came over earlier).

I went to my room and sat on my bed. I found "The Shallows" in the 3.98 bin at Walmart, so I put that dvd in and watched it. I had to pause it to watch TWD, then when Mike went home, I watched the rest of the movie.

This is weird, well, the movie is about a hungry shark, who wants to eat her and ate other humans. Mike earlier, made that 'joke' about feeding me to the sharks (who says that!??), well, SPOILER ALERT, in the end, SHE fed the shark, a big bite of death! 

Everytime I wanted to rent that movie with Mike, he never wanted too. I don't see why not? It was a really good movie! 

also, tomorrow, i need to make my videos explaining the food bank one, (i get so many views with that one but so many really nasty comments..), also, i want to make my peeps review and also talk about other things. jimmy wants to come over, eh we will see. its fun when he comes over and sometimes i just want to cook and have some beer and make youtube videos. jimmys been my friend for 15 or so years. hes cool he can get annoying tho!