So, I got approved for monetization...again...for my youtube channel! Which I am excited about, however...due to this very blog, my adsense was banned. Many many years ago, (whenever this blog started)..2010. Thats when a friend and I learned about adsense, Sammi De. we didnt know any better and i got banned from adsense for strange clicks or whatever...i NEVER do that with my youtube channel however. im too embarrassed to share my yt channel on my fb. i really dont want people who know me to find my youtube channel OR my blog!!! so im not telling anyone to click on my videos. i sent an appeal to get my adsense reinstated. we will see. no one reads this blog..well, who knows?

so anyways, i am so turned on by that guy its so freaking weird. ugh i hate this! like..i want to msg him or something. i know a way to get him out of my system tho. he can be my fuckboy. ugh that word sucks HA but then after a while of just doing all the fuck stuff (idk haa)...i will start to get sick of feeling used and i will get turned off by him.

oh whatever im just like....im feelin it BAD!! WHAT THE HELL!??? i want to hang out with him or whatever. even just seeing him for a second i get all flustered.

im a weirdo i know!