you know..there is this guy at my work...and i always thought he was so cute..you know? like really hot to me idk shrug. anyways i had seen him at sand bar and he came over twice. hes the AP at walmart so that means that he watches all the cameras and he stops theft. but..last time, he was at sand bar, and i was super flirting with him and vice versa.and we hooked up. it was really hot now i cant stop thinking about him...ugh wtf!????

oh my gosh i just dont know what to do anymore. im worried too about people knowing..ahh whatever but...i really would like to hang out with him again or something. today he came through my line to purchase cigarettes. didnt know he smokes? i havent felt like this in a while but its this super like,,sense of attraction its so weird and its making me feel weird....