orange is the new black?

i don't know...so i went to work today. work is work idk, what can ya say about work, cept maybe a few snooty looking expressions, (or not...who knows?), i mean, i can write about work but.......im not there anymore so i don't really care. hmm...nah i dont feel like writing about work. its cold, and repetitive. its a job!? i aint there to make friends, i mean, i talk to some of the other ladies that work there.....but for the most part, whatever. i tend to zone out for the better. 

after work i had to go to the jail for the tb tests. my dad didnt know where to go (i had a feeling) he asked some cops in the parking lot where he had to take his daughter to the tb test...(i felt so embarrassed and awful). why did he do that? i felt like a big LOSER! we then went to the corrections facility i had to go to to take a class or whatever. that was not it. the police showed me where to go. when i went outside my dad was outside the car smoking a cigarette in the parking lot!? wth!??

i walked down the dirt road that was covered in snow, crunching my way to the old fashioned jail ((it was in between the buildings and hidden on the court and jail campus...))(cant think of the name of it), and i walked inside. whoa boy. i am INSIDE. OF. A. JAIL!???! WHAT THE HECK!????????????/

right!???! he showed me where to go and i had to sit in the waiting room. other people were there. i had no idea what i was doing there.

i felt awful. eventually i talked to the others waiting. we were all waiting for the tb tests and what not. one of the girls recognized me from court. actually, i think...she might be the girl who worked at hot dog johnnys? it looks like her!?? i'll have to ask her later. also seen the other guy from the ASP classes last august, remember? anyways we were all waiting and talking. then i had to follow the nurse when it was time for me to get my tests done. she looked young. she was wearing faded blue scrubs and had dark hair and glasses, kind of reminded me of shannon.

it was an evaluation or whatever,,,,tests and stuff...they had to take blood for tb, hiv, and pregnancy. she had to check my hair for lice too..take my stats, ask me about my medical history, temperature, and ask me if i knew about 'miranda' or 'marissa'. "no?" i guess marissa is............i cant find it on google. well its when you do not take showers and you get all grimy and gross. you get it from touching other 'inmates' (whatever i will be!? an alternative sentencing person')...touching open wounds, walking barefoot, not taking showers. its all scabies like.

i did find this tho: http://www.wikihow.com/Survive-in-Federal-Prison

so yeah, i had to answer all these questions. i just got out of work so i was in work mode/professional mode...so i was not able to shake that off to realize that i will be going to a JAIL for a MONTH!!!

ya know!?! the other girl says it is kind of cold and that there is a library....vendor food. also for work release i have to get changed before work how the heck is that going to even work!??? maybe i can change to my work clothes at mikes house!???! because my parents pick me up.......hmm...so confusing!?????????? i cant wait to finish this month then come home to finish up on house arrest. i should be done in may!??! (SYNCH my dad just said cape may)


i had synchs happen earlier too, yesterday i was looking at something about 'wednesday adams' and someone said 'wednesday'

also........i was reading about someones contacts (on facebook) and my dad asked about my contacts (lenses)

im kind of nervous and wondering what is going on.........

my aunt sally called and my dad told her, she is a nurse. she prayed for me and told me to read my Bible while there. that was nice.

this is odd. peggy, this lady, (she is kind of slow but nice...she used to call all the time when we were kids. she would tell us the same joke about Miss Cheif...and a few other stories and sing five little pumpkins.) what is strange tho, is that she just called...right now!!? and she was asking about me.

my dad told her i am not in the army anymore. (she forgets)

i am so tired. i was not able to take a nap.

i think about feeling excited. feeling like WOW about life. weird too the nurse on untold stories of the ER has the same smudgy makeup the nurse at the jail had.

hmm........i kind of wish i do not have to work tomorrow so that i can take care of things. i need to cancel my drs appt. need to get travel size toiletries and what not.

man they did not explain anything!???!

i am SO TIRED!!

orange is the new black? (that is what i keep thinking of tho)

weirdness