suicide

throughout the day, my mind always thinks of many things, (i am quiet like i said, and i try not to get distracted in the gaggle of hens chickenheading it up ) i think of all kinds of things, sometimes i just repeat songs in my head, or i just mentally wish who ever will be getting their nutrisystem to 'enjoy your cookies!" "enjoy your dessert!" "good luck"! its sort of mental projection notes i grant them each time i fill the box with the 'indulgent desserts'. i was thinking of suicide.

i was thinking about death, how natural it is. yet, it also seems so far. as we all know, we our walking skeletons. sure our skeletons are dressed in the design to cause our bodies to function, but this is all a minor shell for us to experience world, life, earth, being human! i was thinking about death.

we were all there when thor the dog passed, and christian, it is so strange but we knew him when he was alive, but then, he just killed himself!?

and mike...mike is the one who talks about killing himself. he has a rifle in his room.

what causes someone to take their own life? how can someone even go through with it?

have you heard about the porn star that killed herself. it is a sad story. she did some casting couch porn, i guess, she was a college student.

people just harassed her i guess and so she felt she had to take her own life!?? how sad is that. what about the girl who killed herself because she could not get a job!? she sent out resume after resume and applied yet no one hired her and out of desperation i suppose, she killed herself!??

not to mention all the high school kids who take their lives due to bullying.

here a link to the girl who did that porn movie who killed herself

http://www.nydailynews.com/news/national/minnesota-college-student-19-commits-suicide-classmates-bully-appearing-porn-flick-article-1.1802744