the point is, he is ALWAYS giving me the 411 on things, that i never asked about!?? ok heres the deal...right now, my life..i live in the projects i dont know. i work...im gone 9 hours a day, i also just..i dont do much. my life is very boring and simple.
so he tells me all this stuff, how does he expect me to react? like i care?? i mean, sometimes it can be interesting, i guess.' but most of the time, my mind frame cannot just soak in things he says..its not that i CANT...its that i DONT WANT TOO! CUZ I DONT CARE!!! anyways, he is in a bubble thats all. and he assumes a bunch..
so anyways, i was watching the finale of OINTB...and im like, 'what the heck?" cuz i see it...piper...chapman! shes laying down looking up at her bunk..
oh and not to mention, the poison brown in another episode. you know how in steve brule, they had poison brown? they said poison the kids and it was dr. brown, and he had to change that weird mans shitty diapers, (yeah i guess im shit...thats what)..in one episode it was very tim and eric all the food is poison esque. she had chocolate pudding, and suzanne says, 'POISON" (like how they sing song it in the tim and eric skit)..and pushed it out of her hands the pudding landed on the ground and resembled shit...so it was like it was trying to make me think of tim and eric/steve brule poison brown..
i can tell these things. trust me, if if happens to you, you can just tell. not that im crazy, or schizo...just that, im very bright actually, and observant, and i just notice things. i dont really feel special...i mean, i think its cool...i guess. i dont know...ha
see, my friend jay, he is a chemistry teacher and also a sci-fi writer. he is very smart and kind, and he really likes me and thinks im interesting and smart, (i guess..?), he listens to things i say and he understands and he is able to see what i tell him, such as these incidents where i get hidden messages. ok? i try to tell moss...see, moss THINKS he is smart and all, HAHAHAHA!! LAUGHING MY FUCKING ASS OFF...he is not observant at all. hes a little sheep, who can't think for himself. i think he is a touch of aspergers or autistic (sorry i wasnt ...when i wrote that, i thought of that memey mean joke from years ago, when people would say, a touch of downs...but im not making fun...and there is nothing wrong with being autistic or having aspergers at all! in fact, the worlds most smartest people have a touch of aspergers. (i wish i had a touch of aspergers..then id be a smart one..)its fine! i do believe moss may have that touch tho..
but its like, a true friend is gonna be like, 'i like her. she is bright. she has a good head on her shoulders. she doesnt do anything to prove to me she is crazy. she explains the situation in a rational manner..maybe she really IS on to something" and THOSE are the people i RESPECT!
someone like moss tho...nope! his stubborness and ignorance won't even see color when its splashed on black construction paper, if his alt left hero's tell him its black. COME ON PEOPLE! I'M SMARTER THAN THAT. YOU CAN TELL OL' MOSS TO GIVE UP HIS CHARADE! its an INSULT to my intelligence, but what, am i just SHIT?? i mean, mossy would be more believable if he acted more as a true friend to me, but no, his personality is just that way. so basically, moss thinks im a dummy who thinks the tv is talking to me. so why is he my friend? i can't be friends with someone who..well to be honest, i do NOT have many friends, and even so, i just do not go around telling people this shit. i have a better idea. imma gonna write about it! yeah, it'd make a great story. dont ya agree? maybe make a movie out of it. speaking of which, instead of fartin around, (that was a thing in the finale of orange)...i should start writing about working for anand jon. i went to the pburg mall and we went to h&m. been a while since i been to a clothing store. reminds me of sage, but also, reminds me of being 25, going to h&m with shannan, to look for a white outfit to wear to the white party that was going to take place in the hamptons...of course, i will write it in a more...take you there way, not this harried rushed and wary way...this is my weird, blogging style...
i want to do a meme: Por que? Porque, PORK!
and draw some kind of comic to it...
so in orange is the ...they relayed msgs...HIDDEN msgs, via highlighted words in books.
ok in the picture below, is when chapman was looking up at the top of her bunk..she sees that..also, there is a G...(masonic?) code..
looks like it says Lori was here, could be Cori...but there is NO LORI or NO CORI in the show...next scene was the book with HIDDEN MSGS also the one guy was driving a delorian deLORIan,,(like in back to the future)...de LORI an...(remember too, i was in jail and i believe the writers scoured my jail stuff for ideas on hidden msgs and stuff..maybe asmry whatevers)
also, someone explained a joke..CLASSIFIEDS/GLASS OF ICE to the premise, they said it the way george told his weird OLIVER TWIST joke and OLIVER TWIST is a play on OLIVE OR TWIST (as in lemon twist), in your martini..de LORI an...delorian
sync, when i saw that pic i thought about how it was CHAPMAN i look up and on the tv, someone on this show on pluto, it said CHAPMAN because that was the name...and also, the last scene, piper chapman, well the actress who plays her, TOTALLY LOOKIN LIKE DUDE SKULL
Would ya believe? im 40 right? i still have small, feminine skull. my features did not get all weird and angular, like female celebrities do when they age..my skull shape..my features...didnt really change. i didnt get more defined cheekbone and jawline...nope none of that. i mean, my skin is not as youthful and radiant and thick as it used to be, but...i dont know im tired. i saw shannan and she looks really gaunt and tired. like her face is sunken in. but yeah, i was trying to envision piper and that laura prepon as men and yeah...male skulls...
just like you can tell a male cat and a female cat based off their skeletal structure and skull shape..
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