everything i am reading, makes me think of mike. in fact today he made a scene at wegmans again. last time he walked out so he had it in his thick head that we would fight. he wanted to get food so we got two bowls i had gotten this pasta bowl but changed it since he wanted his asian bowl and something else which was sushi. then he wanted ice tea so we went to get iced tea. that was fine but he went right for the biggest gallon of plain iced tea. why couldnt he ask me, "what do you feel like having?" id of said, peach tea. i said, 'not that kind" he got mad, put it down, huffed up, put the food down and started walking out, all the time calling me selfish, bitch, this and that. mood swings! its written in this article::
http://www.wikihow.com/Recognize-a-Controlling-Person
anyways, im going to my sisters tonight. i thought mike and i were going to hang out tonight but i know we never will just chill and have a good time. he wanted me to sleep over thurs night which i did. friday he asked me to go to dinner. we go to friendlys of course (not my choice but whatever you know? i dont like family restaurants really)...but it was nice we had ice cream. but he always works on saturdays so he went to sleep early, (actually he fell asleep during a movie), and i am just sick of being by myself friday nights while he sleeps, but he would not let me leave. i told him i was going and he called me bitch and selfish.
CONTROLLING!! and he keeps telling me he wants me to get a job and things will be good. well maybe that is not what i want anymore you know? since he took my stuff down this does not feel like my house!
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