i have been IP banned from adult swim..but i know how i get. i am highly annoying and i drunk post and complain about mike and stupid things, Lord knows huwhat....i cringe to think about it...
eek
just sucks because that was sort of a vessel for when i was planning on getting somewhat serious...about inquiries? or rather, who knows/ point is the reason why i go there is because nowadays i have no one to get drunk with and chill. well scott came down and hes cool but mike always goes to sleep around 2 and scott goes to sleep so i just go online and i want to talk or chat but im smart enough to stay off facebook..(sometimes...sometimes i drunk posted on facebook but i cant do that! in fact, i need to limit my posting there i just do).....so i go to that black screen the darkness symbolizing secrets and safety, (or at least thats what i think in my warbled thought process)....and i just chat there because well........i have no one else to talk with.!???
so like, yeah...im banned from using that site and i feel like i've been inprisoned? emprisoned......
so anyways, yesterday i went to shannans but she always has someone over it seems ha. genesis is so sweet and adorable. she just never went to sleep! lol
i should go to sleep.
i just feel....empty. i feel like...im just empty. i dont matter. im nothing....i want to lose weight. i am going to do this celery and kale and spinach drink as well as the apple cider vinegar mixed with water thing.
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