as i said, i am interested in being one of the model of the week girls, which i can be...however...comes with a bit of trial and error. so its a modeling agency, 'donatelli modeling agency' (old fashioned site here http://donatellimodels.com/ )
so like, he wanted to see me in person and talk to me, so i was like alright. reading is an hour away. its far. i like reading it seems like a cool town, but mike said its crime rate is actually higher then philly.
i know i went with darla to a strip club there (i couldnt get in cuz i didnt have my ID...damn jerks) i had to wait in the car.
so....the agency is kind of messy. its a studio/office/lots of boxes full of paperwork, mess...um...im not going to really explain everything ( i dont want to blog about it you know?) the guy who runs it is nice and pleasant, he is in a wheelchair but can walk? he said he died 11 times? heart attacks and stuff. he seems like a nice man tho. a few other of the peeps walked in..you know..modeling agency stuff. i have never really tried to get with an agency because frankly, i know off the bat they aren't going to use me. i mean, nothing bad, i just know better then that. he said they want to use age 30+ for shows such as CSI, that new bodies show with luke perry, law and order (they need people to be a dead body on the autopsy table and such..) which is fine with me, i can do that. im getting hungry now!? i cant think!! i had tomato soup for lunch. carrots and hummus...
if i can get a job to do that then sure i will! i can freeze on cue. i want to be featured in the valley beat tho. it would be neat i think.
he said the photoshoot is 500 so i would have to work it off. ha! meaning, data entry, computer, cleaning around the cluttered office...and he said 8.00 an hour, so what the heck? reading is very far...you know? so weird...right?? i want to google around...valley beat girls. not now tho im really hungry and need to figure out what im going to make for dinner. he said i could stay there and crash on the couches and help out for a few days. i dont know...im kind of too old to follow pipe dreams..but it would be cool to be in valley beat!??
ha! anyways...i got to go. oh yeah i want to lose weight in fact i NEED to i am so sick of wearing these disgusting clothes i need more loose, comfy flowing clothes, leggings, long shirts...vests...i dont want to wear tight fitting clothing, boyfriend jeans are fine, i want to tone up and embrace my body type, which is nice arms, nice chest, i want nice defined arms, i have a bigger butt my mom bought me underwear for the cruise in small. im not a small anymore! im bigger. i used to be skinny skinny...im not now! im not afraid to share my measurements...(i had to get my measurements done which was kind of weird)...im like, 160 pounds according to their scale WOW!???????? 38-31-41....((not everyone is 34-24-36 thats just...no...shake me head no...thats a myth where all thinnish looking women are 34-24-36...)) but i fully intend to flush out toxins...i'll write about it later..if not for my own sake.
i just need to head out to giant now
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