im starting to feel like i am fading away gees. i mean, at least it is friday, but i am just sick of the jail. all i do is work, then go to jail. i mean, i just want my own time. im so tired too. i didnt get payed for my first day back, because the stupid jail never gave me my badge so i was not able to swipe in. he was supposed to make sure i got payed but i dont think i did. i need to let him now. i also need to ask if there is any way i can see my checks online and how. i like to see the hours you know, direct deposit is convenient but i still want to see my paystubs.

i have been SO TIRED! every morning they wake us up at 310 am. MEDS! i will write more about my experience later, i have to be back at 7. i dont know...i just feel like i dont matter anymore, like i forget about life!?? 

im just tired...............................i go back to my bunk take a nap, then i wake up..........and try to go back to sleep. sigh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1