i miss jail. i mean, now i cant even go anywheres!?? :( at least i had people to talk too, and i kept busy with CVS, and i had friends there. i did yoga, art classes, college classes....i really liked it. now i am back to being a faded silhouette of a person. you know what feels good? being around other people. talking to people. relating. i wish i can find some sort of therapy sessions with other people. i like to be in a circle and talk about what is on our mind, its very well, therapuetic. its good to be able to talk about what is on ones mind. when i am done i am still going to go to journey home and volunteer. you know, i have not had a drink in over a month, and it makes no difference to me! im doing good! and i really want to keep busy this summer going to plays, farmers markets, flea markets, art galleries, exhibits, therapy sessions, meet ups that involve bowling and hiking and such, board games etc.
well, i feel as good as a country song! (country song on the view)
Don't feel like a faded silhouette of a person! The only way you'll be that is if you let it happen. Be proactive! Work toward your goals and make good things happen! You can control your own life! :)
ReplyDeletethanks jay
Deletecall them and tell them you miss it and see if they will let you back in! ha! that'll give the jailers a good laugh.
ReplyDeleteoh and I was driving and had just got done with my first beer and was thinking about having another and the radio said go ahead and have one, we won't tell anyone at exactly the moment I was thinking it.
ha are you serious!?? yeah...shh, it'll be a lil secret!!!
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