i need to take a day off next week so i can do something fun with sage. i am upset that i have not been able to do anything with her really. all i have been doing is working. we want to go horse back riding, stuff like that. i am going to miss her. :( i haven't even really spent any time with her!???!

so....i was thinking i could be pregnant, but i dont think i am. if i AM pregnant, of course i will raise my kid i will be so happy actually. but at the same time, i am not ready to lose my freedom, so i am thinking, i can head back west and stay there since i am not driving anyways...save up money etc...

but for the time being, i am working etc