So, its only a few of us at work, doing inventory and what not. its ok. sheryl is annoying tho!? shes getting on our nerves. the other lady i know from the jail is there too, anne marie. so it turns out, i am going to be an aunt again. my mom texted me. mike texted me midnight last night and said he was having a panic attack. i was sleeping. he wanted me to come over and have pizza. sigh. so he picked me up and i went back to his place and grabbed some of my things. i was looking through my old scrapbook of when i went to india and all that. its so strange, looking back at old photos. i also grabbed some more of my photo albums as well. i have some new albums and i need to put the pictures in it too. he was being nice to me. i need to tell him that i am looking to find someone and eventually get married and have kids. obviously mike does not want this. so, chatting with someone from pof...txting. its cool. he seems friendly enough idk...what else............i dont know...i got upset when i found out lisa is pregnant. she doesnt need me or my support. im not important to her life, so it doesnt matter. and my mom said my aunt is so happy. yeah of course. seems in order to get taken seriously, you need to get engaged and married and have a baby.
i want to travel. i have always wanted too. i got in a bit of trouble lately, but i feel i should travel first before i have kids. volunteer. i want to do the missionary next year, to costa rica. and volunteer in thailand. then there is italy, tokyo...etc. i stopped feeling like my own person.
so i am chatting with that guy who is a teacher or professor, not sure. he is cute too. and funny, interesting.
why did mike have to pick me up. i cant anymore. i need to talk to him. he cant just keep me around like this anymore. i want to meet someone.
what else....so yeah, i got upset when i found out. idk...
i dont know what else to say. im tired.
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