moss doesnt fucking think

please. tell him that. and if you do read this moss and blame it on kevin, then your a creep and a liar. regardless, i did not tell moss. i did not go running to tell moss lisas good news. so now who is she going to think told him? that was very selfish of him. he posted on her fb ,'if the rumor is true ...(and happy faces)'....what rumor? no one told him anything!?? so if i didnt tell him, and my parents and sage did not tell him, then who did? now lisa thinks i told moss. i dont even know how i feel about lisa being pregnant. actually i am  hurt. and moss goes and gushes to her and now i just...he is so inconsiderate. i am hurt that no one told me earlier. its as if she cant  even tell her own sister, like i dont matter. and my aunt sook is so happy about it. of course she is. i dont even want to bother with this fake happiness. i hate that everyone else gets engaged, pregnant, and that the only way you are a full person is if you are married or pregnant, and that people view me as an eternal teenager or something.


im very upset with moss. i dont think any one will even notice that i, well, i was planning on just being nuetral about lisa being pregnant. lisa did not even tell me sorry or offer condolenses when i had miscarriages. it just hurts you know? 

and moss just needs to be big ol moss, he thinks everyone loves and fawns all over him. i am really upset at him for congratulating her when NO ONE EVEN TOLD HIM! he knew because someone read my blog and told him.

that was very selfish of him to post 'if the rumor is true' first of all, no one told him! he didnt even consult me about it. he just thinks of himself. 

he wants it to seem as if i ran and told moss right away, the good news. if he was my friend, he would know that i feel hurt about it. he is clueless. he is not considerate of me he could of asked me. i am slowly feeling happy for lisa but for him to go and post that BEFORE she wanted to announce it, thats just selfish and fucked up. she did not want to telll anyone and now ppl can figure it out.  whats wrong with him!????