so, i haven't really, truly enjoyed the summer. mainly because i am doing things with family, like, all the time!??! i just want to do my own thing once in a while. it is really annoying if i do go out, my dad will 'worry sick' about where i am and he will stay up waiting for me. i cannot deal with it. i dont need to tell my parents everything i am doing. if i want to hang out by the river and have a campfire then i will not like hanging out with jimmy is top on my list. i need to find someone cool and fun to hang out with. saturday was my cousin's daughters bday party. it was ok, i asked mike if he wanted to go and he did. so i ended up hanging out with mike and we went to see jurassic world, (which is really good)...blah. i wanted to meet the guy i am talking to on POF who has a motorcycle and seems cool (idk tho)..i dont like these dating sites they are weird and cheesy...

i missed a msg from this guy who wanted to go to the freemansburg hill climb today. damn!! its that motorcycle climging hill climb. its fun! now i am stuck inside.

i didnt go to church today either. i miss sage tho. i kind of do not want to work, i would really like to enjoy the summer...i also need to get a new id. shannan wants to go to comic con but i dont think that is possible...it can be...but for real tho!???!

i want to do so many fun things this summer, but i have no one fun and stuff to do them with. i slept at mikes because i was so tired and today was a perfectly fine day to go out and do something but he used the card to get food and rented a movie i dont even like watching movies in his dark basement.

it was 'blackhat' which was boring...i like doing outdoor things! i like 4 wheeling, motorcycle, exploring, jim thorpe, campfire with beer and smores...you know that sort of thing...

anyways, i was going to go to the relatives but i just...i need a break from family you know?