june 22

i had a synchronicity but i forgot to write it down. i always write in my journal. anyways, i was worried about work. my supervisor is super cool, but i hate when i make mistakes. i just want to prove that i can work effortlessly. today was a mess because i had to fix the freshpet order from friday, that really messed up my flow. end of the day i had an DeMets order to receive and cheryl came to help me, which only confused me, and i ended up scanning the wrong lot number or something. i was not able to fix it because 3:30 came around, and now i feel so upset about starting the day fixing a mistake from today. anyways, kyle (supervisor) asked me what kind of music i like, i was like, 'idk, all kinds!?" but he kept asking so i said, like dreamy beats..edm (but not really) and he was like, 'like deadmouse?" uhhh...anyways, i feel upset about the mistake i made today, and just now on american guy, there was a deadmouse like character.

synch!
so i am friends with my old best friend from high school. havent seen her in years. last year she called me up, pretending she wanted to hang out. she just needed a ride, and i told her i had to work that night (at white castle)..if she wants to hang out, cool, but i couldnt hang out that night. i just learned she is back in pburg. anyways, i notice she always makes snide, argumentative replies to my posts, arguing about how much better xbox is than ps4 (fine but do it in a way that is not rude!)...just, everything!??!)

hey american dad, is in thailand! thailand! i want to go there

anyways, i saw her say she is in pburg i was like, oh we need to get together! instead, she just told me she works at applebees. so she wants me to go there while she is working? wtf is up with that?

and she was so rude on this grammer post, and one comment she made was really mean, so i tried to play her game and reply in the same manner as she did. she said, 'sorry its just bad grammer;

i said i do not care to put effort into grammer on facebook

then she said i was being snide and snotty. she is the one being snide and snotty. and when i said i would like to see you, she replied, 'tried that. you were too busy.' im like, what!?? no you asked for a ride! and i told you i had to work!!??!

ahh whatever!???!

i dont know what i want to do!??!


im just not feeling happy. and i havent really enjoyed myself at all this summer. :/