im not really sure why im going to vegas with mike now either, because im going to have to give him 500.00 for it. hes not paying my way. i dont have money! i just wish both MOSS AND MIKE would JUST LEAVE ME BE! i don't want anyone telling me what to do anymore!!!! anand jon used to have control over my life, by having me going on all these trips with them, then moss, now mike. for once, i just want to be in control of my life!!!

the trips i want to go on, are not their trips! i want to go over-seas. i want a husband to travel with. ireland, (where my ancestors are from), you know, tokyo. whatever...

these people need to stop! i'm really stressed out over all this shit.

why does mike want to go on this trip tho>????? what the fuck