blogging from work

im not sure what to say?so, nevermind!!! actually, i have been looking through catalogs and what not, frankly, IM BORED! i am SICK OF WORKING HERE!! THE SPRING IS JUST ABOUT SPRUNG AND I NEED TO DO SOME SPRING CLEANING, MEANING I NEED A CHANGE!!! ITS LIKE I HAVE NOTHING TO LOOK FORWARD TO ANYMORE! things are just so dull, and boring! i want to buy some nice clothes, you know? i need a new hairstyle too! looking through catalogs just excites me into wanting to buy items! i need to go out and have some sort of stimulation too! the only person i am around is mike, and my parents, who visit me at the airport or yesterday i went to my parents and we got lunch at panera breads. other than that, no one really! and mike doesnt like doing anything with me on the weekends! if we rent a movie, he falls asleep, and go out? no never! i cant go out without him lecturing me in a belittling manner, rendering me feeling embarrassed. we end up coming back where i drink a few beers and watch youtube videos, and post drunkingly on IB, (SORRY!!!) damn i need a change! i look through natural awakenings, and there are so many free yoga and massage classes throughout the month, as well as meditation practices etc, in which i would like to attend! also, wine and cheese meet and greet w/ the artists at banana factory in bethlehem, which i would like to do! you know? fun things!!! concerts coming up, such as incubus and blink 182 at the sands..the labyrinth walk, (i actually did not see it adverstised..), i just like to do things. i also want to start eating healthy, and cooking, and it is hard to do when i am stuck in this place from 12-8. i dont eat in the morning, i come here and i will bring a lean cuisine or something. i get out at 8 and oftentimes i dont cook. i will just eat mikes processed stuff. reading womans world, shape magazine etc, it makes me want so bad to start eating healthy and working out, but it never happens! who knows really? plus, i want a new hairstyle! you know??? brb i really have to pee i just had green tea and my bladder is full....