weird thoughts i have!?? am i the only one?

seriously, i hate that i have thought about this, but i just have....what if someone stuck a gun in someones vagina and shot it? i just, its awful but i cant help but think of things like that!? i actually saw this sick anime where it was like that....ugh. im sorry....i just think things like this. i need someone i can talk to about things like this(notapsychologistijustmeant,nevermind!!!)...sometimes mike doesnt really entertain what i have to say....anyways, i actually almosted LOL'd because i googled "has anyone ever shot someone in the vagina?" nothing....so i googled has anyone ever shot someone in the butt? and i found this:

What will happen if you got a gun and stuck it up someone's butt and shot it? 

i  dont know why but that just made me laugh...sorry. SORRY!! hmm.....there was no answers tho!??

oh someone has wondered that, see?

http://wiki.answers.com/Q/What_can_happen_if_you_stick_a_gun_up_your_vagina_and_pull_the_trigger

ok so just now, it got really bright, not the rolling stones lucifer bright like before, but it got bright, vividly bright. have you ever noticed that during those dusk hours, it seems vividly bright, and if you open your eyes real wide it sort of overwhelms your senses, and for some reason, (someone was going to buy a drink) i glanced at the drinks and noticed the grape juice, which made me think of wine...and if we had little servings of wine, so, on top of that, vivid dusky sun rays, and you have a nice wine buzz!? i usually prefer red wine, but during a vivid dusk time, white wine would be nice...right?