MUST..REFRAIN!!

oh so you know, i have been thinking..."why would i make a story about MK abuse?? why would i put up symbolic pics on my tumblr? why this and that?"

i have to say, oh, i had a dream where i went overseas, and i was walking in another country. i noticed i was in the sistine chapel, and i went into the room where michaelangelo painted. as soon as i went in there, i felt so weak, like i couldnt even stand. i started crying in fact. it was as if i was in the presence of God Himself! (i did pray out to God before I went to sleep. lately i have been praying alot. im just wondering about the end times. plus i do want God in my life.

but back to my posts and stories etc. im just tapping into the creative zone. i used to love return to oz, stories that help foster the imagination...(remember fosters home of imaginary...uh...whatever!??) now that i see these all had sinister undertones, its really terrible but hard to shake. i grew up loving unicorns, mermaids, mystical creatures you know? i dont know? but its that zone of awe, that zone of getting lost in a book, (i do want to read finding, i mean LITTLE nemo, ((never read that as a kid)), sometimes it is the things that SCARED you as a kid that made a home deep in the deep depths ((i cant type wow i was just making a bunch of typos! more so than normal which i am still doing)) hmm...

im still going to write. it doesnt mean anything! it means i am practicing my creativity.

ok so thiere is this hollywood type guy on my facebook. hes a handsome guy sure, he always posts pics of him with plasticy fake girls and parties. so im TEMPTED!! to post a few pics but i wont.

for the past two days he kept talking about sushi for dinner and a party...

cant wait! sushi for dinner!

finally today, HE POSTS THE PIC OF THE FANCY CALIFORNIA SUSHI! (and some sort of fancy california party by the pool)

like i said..i am TEMPTED to take the updates and pics, (i will block out his name) what do you think???

hmm??????????????