Friday, October 5, 2012

sleep paralysis

so this morning around 6 am, i woke up to feel pinching. i was able to wake myself up generally fast. it felt like something was in the bed with me. so i fell back asleep because this heavy slumber had a stranglehold on me. in fact, i thought of a poetic way to describe it after i woke up, so that i could blog about it! haha! but of course, as with dreams, those words are soon forgotten. this is why i say creativity strives during these hours. anyways...as i was saying, this was very scary but i soon fell asleep again, and i heard loud footsteps, and i even felt the blankets lift! i was actually able to scream out loud to wake myself up. i felt very gummy and my heart was beating fast. i felt that stranglehold trying to lull me back to this realm of sleep, where these monsters and demons could attack me, but i made myself stay awake. finally i got up to use the bathroom and get a drink of water. after i woke up too i made sure to pray, "please protect me Jesus," over and over again until i felt his comfort and love. i did finally get back to sleep after and i had no more night terrors.

recently ke$ha has said she has sex with a ghost. i think what she is referring to is SP because often times it can feel like sex in fact i can make it feel like i am having sex it feels so real sometimes...

weird.!???!!! http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2012/09/27/kesha-sex-with-ghost_n_1919320.html

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