whatever!!!

i saw some article someone in the group posted, about flight MH370 (the malaysian missing flight)...it showed how STAGED key word sandy hook staging,,i thought i bookmarked it guess not. it shows staged photos, exact to sandy hook, except using asian actors, crying just like in sandy hook! the signs were in english, ill look for link. what if there is no plane?? i mentioned that and my parents were like, 'oh its  true this isnt a conspiracy theory....hold on! i need to fix this, i cant see my cursor anymore!!

you know what i want? my own place. i just, i need my own place!!! really!! thats all i ever wanted! damn...you know? i am not ready to deal with all this rehab and the world of AA and more people telling me im going to jail, and jail. i just...i dont need to drink either. in fact, i am sick of drinking! i am sick of waking up and feeling depressed and robbed of energy due to drinking, i dont want a beer belly anymore...

i dont need to drink! i just want a healthy, creative, GOOD life! 

people at my work talking about the missing plane. i think they are all fools, believing what the news tells us CNN always talking about this missing plane! DISTRACTION!!!

its about the PLANE! the PLANE between the world as we know it, the living world, and the SPIRITUAL world! it is the PLANE that brings the two worlds together! this PLANE to usher in the anti christ!?? who knows!?? i just dont believe and big news anymore!!!

i mean, basically, i sound like a 'paranoid schizophrenic ALCHOHLIC right???' well, they even SAID POISON in the NON STOP movie, along with the paranoid schizophrenic ALCOHLIC 'patsy'd hijacker'

they also said, 'you represent the government! you are supposed to save us' HA! and everyone trusts the government!!! they trust what they say!!! look at me now, being SET UP for failure!! right? send me away to rehab huh!???!


why to REPROGRAM ME!??! 

so.......what else????? "so we talked about her options" (just heard that on tv)...so, so SO!!! wells fargo my financial priorities commercial...

they tried to make me go to rehab and i said, 'no no no no no no NO NO!" 

 at work, they all talk about this missing flight...they think terrorists...

now, it just discombabulated...HA CHOO!!!

 they didnt know who the conspiracy theory types would be so they drew them to look like worry warts. am i a card!??? poison!??/ with a picture of me!???!!? MOI!

kidding you do know that right? im playing up to a mere CARICATURE of me!! duh!!! DUHHHHHH

joe, DUH!???!! whatever