Color Run

so....i rilly want to do the color run, but...of course, i have no one to do this with, as usual. i want to do a colored powder run! looks FUN!! i also want to do a photoshoot with it!!

and a blacklight shoot

check it out

im going to finish this. WOW flashback blast from the past!!! i will write in a few....


so i want to do a cool blacklight style shoot, with glowy tutus and clubgear, glow sticks, and that powder. so what is a good camera to shoot with? check out these photos
http://colorfunfest5k.com/locations/allentown/

first off it is so sad that the smith family lost another one of their children. jayson smith, who i knew as a kid. he was the son of our pastor, and we went to their little church, tabernacle of joy, in washington nj. they had a huge house and had a picnic/baptism at their house every summer. they had a tennis court and a really big swimming pool. one time dawn (who later passed away, she was only a senior, when i was a freshman)..she was trying to teach me to do an underwater backflip but i messed up and started swallowing water.

so, i started stalking up on fb pages of ppl i went to school with, but i am not friends with them. idk...i should sent them a friends requeset idk. so, i see their old high school photos and man! i am transformed back to my high school days. did i really exist before, i forget!?? i forget existing!?? this past year, has cost me so much.

this dui really set me back alot. it did. the only thing i was concentrating on was court, alcohol classes, and jail and house arrest. i forgot about everything else. i forgot about life.

i am too embarrassed to send out friends request because i feel embarrassed about my life. everyone has kids now and is married or getting engaged. what about me? will this ever happen to me!???

my mind is not the same anymore. i really do not care about going out to california, i mean...i want to finally accomplish goals. i dont think i ever cared about that, i think moss was caring about it for me. my mind is different now. i want to find someone i can get married too. i want to have kids. i want a nice country house. im getting older, you know!?? i cant be all carefree and...idk. maybe i will join farmers only.com, and find some hot farmer guy with a country home ha! and a motorcycle!!!

that pilot guy wore good cologne and also knew about 1984 and big brother and all that stuff. he hasnt msgd me i changed my cell number tho. too serious. i like sense of humor...


sigh..............................

OH MY GOOSH farmes only dot com is a bunch of old men and hicks uh naww thanks heh heh

so...i asked my friend about the color run he wants to go!