ok im not giving up on 'hollywood' per se..what i am saying is...simply this. i need to focus on myself! finally! i am not longer WITH mike, i do not LIVE with him! i am over the bulk of DUI troubles, of course, probation sucks a mofo like that beeyotch who works there i will have to attend traffic school and she will be there. i mean, what am i doing wrong tho, you know? nothing! just because she thinks she runs the world...anyways...what else....i have my fines and then i get my license back. problem is, i do not really have money for all of this!

i need to write and PUBLISH my story!! i really do! what else............i want to get into photography. i really do. but i want a really good camera! and a good camcorder. i want to make short movies, fun stuff. i wish i would of started sooner, but...you know, its never too late!

well.............better go to beds.

coming soon:

SHEETZ HAUL! (sheetz is a pennsylvania thing as well as southern...i remember.....when i went on a gettysburg trip with a bunch of peeps, we all went and partied and all that, and there was a sheetz across the hotel we stayed at. we made jokes that it was named after the white SHEETZ the KKK wore...cuz its a country thing!) they even have COTTON CANDY FAYGO which i am going to try!! this wknd!!