bored....

i am really bored, and tired. so, mike is going to get me a tattoo, so i really need to figure out what i would like. so, what should i get??? i would like to get a cherry blossom tattoo, maybe on my arm. i love colorful tattoos....i also would like to eventually get dragonflies, ladybugs, even butterflies, (not the MK labeling but come on, butterflies are pretty), what else? oh!!! anime girl!! maybe i can get a cool, cute, sexy anime style girl! i know i wanted the creepy alice in wonderland too, (i have always been drawn to creepy alice, again, not because of MK shit, i used to like alice before i even found out about all that)...anyways, maybe i can find some cool ideas through google image, lets see!! (i need to start closing soon tho...) i dont know, whatever!??? shannan said she is going to tat me too, with her own design...i would like to get my own design too...something i draw and create. she also said she will let me practice and tattoo her, which would be awesome! i need to start obtaining a style, because honestly, you do start to feel sort of lost without one, and yes i am older, im not a teenager anymore. yes in high school, having your own personal style is what made you...(and i am thinking about what thursday said, about how she did not know how to dress herself.) hmm, like, when you are younger, you see a look you like, your borrow looks etc. she said she did not have the luxury of what to wear, or even make sense of what she should wear? i remember when i was in high school, i had that grunge sort of 'alternative' look going on, (well, it was in the 90s after all,) but my look was also a cutesy kind of look, and even know, i want to sort of bring back flannels...soft flannel paired with say, shiny leggings, (even tho that black shiny legging trend is probably 2 years over haha!)....i wore knee socks, mary-janes, textured shirts, even bright colors too haha i just remembered that i think my first day of high school, bell-bottoms came back into trend, so i wore these jeans where the bottom was belled out but it was a sheer, white material, i thought it looked cool it also had a peace sign belt, which i wore with a bright orange ribbed shirt, and guys made fun of me, guys that liked me of course. i also wore these really ripped up shredded jeans and i got in trouble because i wore this shirt with the shoulders cut out, and it showed my belly, and i had to cover up. yeah, thursday, same as you, i had no clue. i wore belly shirts and ripped up jeans and didnt really think anything of it, or if it was too 'sexy' or whatever. now i would be like, what the heck why did i wear that to school?" i also wore those little school girl type skirts...(OK PERSON HURRY UP AND ORDER SOMETHING) hmm what was the point of this BLOG!??? what else did i wear? doc martens, converse sneakers, i carried around a lunch box for a purse during my senior year, also i had teddy bear backpack, and wore glitter, and those britney spears style hair whatever I MADE THIS BLOG NUMEROUS TIMES LOL!!!!!!!!!!! its fun to reminesce tho!!! see, during those four years different trends and styles came about, so thats why it seems a mish-mosh!??? i also wore preppy style, and conductor stripe jean shorts, yeah it was cool! and those baby tees, i had good style i think!!!! haha!!

as i was saying, in high school style was important, and i loved seventeen magazine because it featured other high school students and their styles. when i get home i will update this ok? i need to start getting ready to close here! but yes, i need to obtain style back, but also i wanted to say, when this world ends, aint no style going to even matter!!! we are born without clothes right? so when we die, clothing will not even matter!

ahhh!!! i just want to be able to feel good about myself, and i know if i had money i would be able to update how i want to look!!!

TO BE CONTINUED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im trying to find the archived seventeen magazine, but i just got reminsiced!!! i had subscriptions to seventeen, sassy, (when they were around), YM magazine...and teen magazine!! haha!! these bring back memories!!

here are some covers, (they had covers with natalie portman, claire danes, (she was in my so called life) etc...
alicia silverstone..

i dont feel like posting them now tho.....im HUNGRY!!! nothing to eat except soup and i turned it off an hour ago.