dream

so i was having some weird dreams, i guess, well, not so much weird, but interesting...like a movie in fact. well, one was kind of lame, but still cool, i guess. i was helping set up for an awards show, like the golden globes, but probably now the oscars. but when i saw the red carpet, and then i saw all the tables set up inside, but more or less the red carpet, and everything, in my dream, i actually got that feeling of fascination. like, wow! the feeling i got thinking about how the people who actually attend these awards shows feel, like the nominees etc, like its an unreal, amazing feeling! like, its all a dream, and it was, it was my dream. i know, like mike says, its stupid its all dumb. whatever! in my dream, i actually had those feelings! the next dream was more like a movie, but more like a horror/action movie, with bits and peices stolen from apocalypse/i am legend type/the mummy type movies. i was a teenaged girl, amongst other girls. (i dont know, its my dreams??) we were all sexy of course! but, well, i was individually running and hiding and encountered these other girls too along the way. the earth was slowly being destroyed. i was in a city, new york it seems..(im trying to recollect the dream but you know how dreams start to break apart and its hard to recollect? but still, i will try too)...i was running from something, zombie like creatures, so i went into this building, and i was like, "where am i supposed to go?" to this maid or household keep, who told me of a hidden safe room, and the door was behind a closet, and i called my sister, and our friend, (they were in my dream briefly), and i told them where to find me and this hidden room, and so i saw indeed there was a small stairways which led to this big hidden room. so we all went there, and there were other young girls too, like this thin, blonde beauty with long, lanky legs. she had wheat blonde hair and those sparkly type of lolita blue eyes, (the term lolita was in my dreams too, probably because i was reading about it on a site about dakota fanning and her oh, lola perfume ad or whatever, which personally i think that perfume name is dumb, oh, lola!), so...while we were in the safe room taking refuge, there was a comfy, poofy white comforter on the floor, (like the one i have, but was not sleeping with), that i was lounging on with this blue-eyed girl, who somehow still survived the zombies killing humans slowly, including her high school boyfriend. her family was the police, so they were on their way over to supply us with zombie-killing weapons. the other girls were with us too. well, finally her family members, all guys who were cops but they also seemed like mobster types too, they gave us the weapons to show us how to use them. we also had these really cute but sexy outfits to wear, such as bright, colorful mesh lingerie type outfits, or black bras and stuff, (??) i don't know why i dreamed this? maybe it was like sucker punch, with the sexy girls? whatever hahaha! so, it turned into this sort of, complicated movie like way of killing off all these creatures..like, we had to do things in a certain order? it actually turned egyptian, like they were the zombiefied mummies of the pyramids or something, but not really, because we were all in the rooms, but they invaded our safe rooms, we were shooting at them too...at one point, i found  a hidden small little room, not even a room, but it was in the ceiling, and it had a box, containing matches and a scarab, the egyptian beetle. i knew those would come in handy later, and they did, in the most simplest of ways. i heard the main mummy guy signal for his dead relatives to come to life, and i then heard a rumbling, and from the attic, came to life, well, his dead relatives, which were his aunts and grandmothers, dead but still acting the way they probably did before they died. they were talking in their old lady-like ways, (i dont know why old ladies are around, even tho i havent really been around old ladies, but the whole old lady like, lifestyle has been lingering around me, not sure why? like, perfumes and i heard a voice that sounded like an old lady..i dont know? im just being weird, oh yeah, that and the lolita like whatever...hmm, who knows? a complete opposite tho, you know? young, innocent but seductive in that sweet, unknowing way? or old, lived life, even begin seeing things in a youthful innocent way, because the older you get, the more sexuality will seep from you, turning you back into a little girl sort of? i don't know what i'm talking about??) hmm, but those aunts and grandmothers were around, trying to act like they once were, but lacking any sort of groundings to reality, like a truly confused, 'old-lady' humanoid. so i had to kill them. i lit the matches and lit them on fire, also stabbed one in the eye with a fireplace poker. they were expunged. then i had use the scarab somehow, and it opened up, but when it opened, snakes came out of it, and some sort of baby, which attacked the main mummy....we also had to get on the roof, us girls with our sexy gear, to shoot at the rest of them..so, i did wake up, trying to remember my dreams......so, thats that! HAHA! i need to buy some things, i want to make a good, slow-cooked meal, so i think i will make that ginger recipe i had up. last night mike brought home little ceasers pepperoni breadsticks and these bbq ribs, i was like, (on facebook)...tsk...mike..tsk...because i was saying tsk, because i was like.......ugh...mike tsk tsk. not trying to complain but uh, IJUSTCANTEATLIKETHAT!!! i cant have breaded, frozen, or popcorn shrimps, tempuras...frozen crap. i cant have instant mashed potatos, i feel like this sort of stuff sticks to the intestines, even meats make me feel like that. certain meats, all stick to the intestines. i feel like meats seep through the skin, i dont know? i like red meat, every ONCE i a while it is good! and to see red meat on display at the supermarket will make your mouth water, but only once in a while, and it has to be good meat! meat that you prepare in a good way! fish is always good, specially salmon, and chicken. i want to start cooking with on the bone dark meat chicken too, because it actually has more bits and peices of flavor! i have a slow-cooker now so i should be using it, right? yes! indeed!