I hate it here!

i hate this place. i only called them off so that mike would get off my back about a fucking job. i dont even want to work here. i was collecting unemployment. today is our anniversary and we are supposed to go out and get something to eat, but there is a delay till 9 it looks like, and i need to stay here. why? we have nothing to eat here! we have soup that is COLD, 4 corn muffins, two old salads, two old ham and cheese paninis, and some cookies. oh yeah, beverages. i am hungry. i had terrible food today, mcdonalds, a peanut butter cookie, and a bag of cheetos, (not the puffy kind the other kind...)....i wanted to go out to eat, i just want to eat healthy. i hate this place. i do not want to work on sundays, and especially from 4am-12pm. im really upset! i need to get out of this miserable place, but why? to go home, to a miserable apartment, with no sunshine. there is nothing to eat here, people, so dont bother! i need to eat and i feel myself getting really cranky, which i do when i dont eat. and i want good food, not this food nor do i want burgers. im really upset and mad.......im sick of everything

oh in harpers bazaar, let me write a little excerpt on what this woman, in her 20s (((29))) eats...

margherita maccapani missoni eats alot of fruits and vegetables, she loves fennel, cauliflower, tomatoes, zucchini, apricots and strawberries.


for breakfast she has yogurt with honey and organge, golden kiwi, or persimmons (wth??) also homemade juices with seasonal fruit.


rarely coffee, loads of tea. pot of green tea at home, sip on herbal tea throughout the day and at work, lunch at home, brown or wild rice four or five steamed or roasted in the oven vegetables, prefer sheep-milk based products and goat cheese. dinner at restaurants fish or meat, red wine 3 x a week. dark chocolate


oh dark chocolate! 


ugh i feel like saying shut up! just eat your processed food poisons! like the rest of fat lazy stupid americans! oh oops shes italian. wow i am really grumpy right now. sweet mike is coming over to the airport with arbys, or perhaps burger king? (im hungry! i need something ok??? DAMNET)