Long day at work!!!

i had a long day at work, and its only 2pm (i am going to take a much needed nap after i blog this)...so i had to work from 4am-12...so i attempted...futilely, to go to sleep at 10pm, but jersey shore was on so mike and i watched it but it was boring. oh i did not get my tattoo last night but todd is going to work on the drawing more and it will look really good!! i cant wait! it will be HOT! but i work sunday damnet, when we rescheduled...so, i cannot function off of 2 hours of sleep, i mean, well, i can, but i prefer not too! i could not sleep, i would start to wander...my mind would start to formulate thoughts on its own, (which is the entrance of my dream state) for example, i had a vision where two people from the facebook page were walking next to each other, arm in arm, each with battered and broken feet, and with the head of paris hilton...(i dont know??) but then i would awaken because mike would breathe real loud in sleep apnea induced snores, wearing me up! then marble layed up by my face by my pillow, but i could not sleep! i finally went to the couch and slept, that is, until mike awoken to go use the bathroom...ughh!! and i just, its awful ok?? alarm went off at 3 and i woke up, went to work. so...it was very busy the whole time! i dont mind really...i feel like i wanted to write more but im just so tired i want to nap, (with the tv on! so the tv noises can wrap itself around my 2o'clock slumber....oh, so like ten minutes ago, i got a call from manpower ok well first of all, yes i want another job. i DO NOT want to work at airport those hours! ok?? so yes i would like a better job, well lady calls me...she asks me if i am looking for work, "yeah?" i respond...(tired mind you, also i have a job, but yeah!?? im looking for a BETTER job!) then she starts asking me about my resume and other jobs i had and how long i was at each job. well, tbh, i stay until they want me basically, or until they fire me, since im such an incompetant retard! no i do not have a criminal history, but i do have 2 duis!??? and yeah, im also terribly stupid! so...whatever im tired ok? plus when she called me, i was very hungry i just fixed myself a cheesesteak with tellarico...i broiled it too it was good i took a bite and i just wanted to eat and take nap, so she was like, "can you come in with a copy of your resume at 4"....well, i would love too, i thought, but i am TIRED! i worked an 8 hour shift with only 2 hours or LESS of sleep, im HUNGRY! and i am greasy! i also do not have copies of my resume because i am too poor to afford a printer. ok? and i  did explain to her i had no sleep and no copies, and i felt so out of it i apologized and said, "sorry i didnt eat i just got home.." and then she kind of winced, (i could tell over phone), and said, "all right" and said well have a good day. unemployment people employment people, resume building workshops and work conferences..ughh i saw on dr drew or some show, they had headhunters, well recruiters for jobs, and the lady is like, giving advice and all...its easy to sell yourself, par se..."Yes, I know i am a good you know..ethical zzzzzzzzzzz" im TIRED!!1 i cant type wow i needed to edit! yes i have interned and externed and i made the dialysis reports on quizzes and factual presentations to direct cold calls which handles quiznos and cold cuts, plus i got my masterotes degree in baby whales a away..(just heard that on steve wilkos show, baby wails away)

and yes i do understand that i am blogging nonsense in this day and age where companies, via future employers, can research you, GOOGLE!! they can look at your facebook photos, etc! oh you know what was kind of weird, mike the bartender said to ashley the other girl who works there...(who said to me, "its fast here more so than landside" i was like yeah, but i said that because i only got an hour of sleep! then she said, "well, i uesd to work at sheetz" yes i was going to say, i have worked in fast paced environments, (i actually like working at heartland plus i lost weight from moving around...see that is what i like! but i need SLEEP!! OK SLEEP! and breaks! we need breaks!!! working at the airport, nah you never get a break! NEVER!!! breaks are crucial gee whiz!) i want to write more but it is 217 pm and i better just take a FUCKING NAP!!!) but yeah she made me feel like, i only worked at landslide and never had a fast-paced job...im mad tho! ok???? MAD!! SICK OF LIFE! oh like i was saying mike the bartender said to ashley who started dancing or doing something nutty, "are you being crazyhorse' and i was like...ehh whatever! why would he say crazy horse? that is what mike calls me?? whatever!?? im over life! i often wonder how a bullet would feel whizzing through my idiotic stupid waste of a brain!