this is so weird! i always experience synchs, well, i just had one...i was thinking about how i met all those people and their names, remember? the symbolisms, i forgot to mention at the AIRPORT, how i mentioned Holly Marie Combs, who played one of the WITCH sisters on charmed...(this is an interesting pic of her and a butterfly) anyways, she was there so i was thinking, she played a WITCH and i see her at the airport, i just so happened to go to the outside kiosk, (which i NEVER do) but something told me too...i usually check in INSIDE, but i saw a group of girls, who i found out was "the girl on charmed" from an airport worker. i saw that it was her too later. anyways, when i was thinking about all the celebs and such i saw, not all of them but most of them LOL), i thought of how significant WITCH AT THE AIRPORT could be, (nothing against her just the symbolism) and then there is "missing in action" flipping off the BIRD/flight of bird/plane, im high like paper im high like PLANES, and in the meantime...the POISON ivy commercial where the guy goes, im not going to NEWARK with them, careerbuilder commercial...newark?? when i was writing that at the same moment on the news they were talking about the giants landing at NEWARK airport....so, i see on wengs comment this about madonna: Wow I noticed there was a Magickal Sigil in the half time show. It's a spell. She did a spell.ok so madonna did a spell!? then, i glance up, and THIS is what a see!!!
also noticed how it says Lisa Brown played castleville, she is MY sister, (we are not witches i can assure you!)
maybe this was some sort of sex magick?? (just because that is what weng said) whatever!? ha
so for the heck of it, i logged into [adult swim]...what the heck?
WOW I could just keep going on and on now, especially after i logged into adult swim...and i just saw an eye...the name CHII looks like chili, that i just had..and here i go driving myself NUTS like the sign implies!
i could say, are they messing with me now? but truth is, i need to start closing up here...no wonder my facebook friend felt it not safe to say where he was going on facebook....cuz basically i say where i am now!??? UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
and he was telling me how to calm down when synchs happen and now i am just freaking myself out...did he sense that? oh, we were both talking about obtaining both satisfaction and success, and look at the post title
heres the pic (oh they fixed the sign)
ok here is our conversation, ((see satisfaction and success..hope he doesnt mind im posting it)
- I believe it was Fritz who said the Illuminati families are mind controlled themselves to trigger others and that they often accept that it's their deal of being successful and wealthy. They are programmed with talents to be the best and no one without the programming can naturally reach their height of skill. So programming becomes the secret to their success and also what makes sure their families stay with the plan.
- 6 hours agoWeng Fawkes
- it's part of their deal*
- 5 hours agoLori Brown
- yeah its alot of a certain way of thinking
- for sure because for average folk success to them could mean a happy nourishing family and job they like and enjoy
- 5 hours agoWeng Fawkes
- I come from an asian family. The reason why asians tend to get high SAT scores and get overrepresented in colleges is because of the mindf** their parents do to them, but it isn't mk. They're not going to be happy but they get certain advantages to get there.
- I'd prefer to come from a happy nourishing family so I can explore what I like instead of being clueless.
- I'd prefer to not have been born to strict asian parents. Some of that negativity does work though. Both sides work.
- 5 hours agoLori Brown
- yes i understand that too
- 5 hours agoWeng Fawkes
- Sometimes I think if I were born to nonstrict asian parents (a minority of minority) or a white family I'd be happier lol
- 5 hours agoLori Brown
- it is what is built to us through genetics as well
- its all in the eye of the beholder
- really
- i think everyone wonders things like that
- 5 hours agoWeng Fawkes
- I don't think all white fmailies are good, just saying those ethat are laid back
- 5 hours agoLori Brown
- its almost as if 'what we are wired' to be used too
- 5 hours agoWeng Fawkes
- strict asian parents like to manipulate through guilt and self pity. it's a product of their culture
- 5 hours agoLori Brown
- yes white families can be layed back and most do not push their children to pursue education
- yes
- here is an example perhaps
- hmm i never thought of this
- 5 hours agoWeng Fawkes
- but then the child has to be self-driven to succeed. but in the end it makes happier lives
- 5 hours agoLori Brown
- my dad and his brother, my uncle bob, married two different nationilities
- my dad married my mom who is native american
- and my uncle married my aunt who is korean
- and not to sound jealous, but my cousins have a way better, almost 'perfect life compared to my sister and i
- but i dont like to see things that way
- but my cousins went to good schools and they have the fairy tale life
- 5 hours agoWeng Fawkes
- There's a lot of pain behind that
- 5 hours agoLori Brown
- and my sister and i...we are kind of, not really doing anytihng
- but i cant complain! i want to do better myself
- we have to just believe in ourselves and do our best i feel
- 5 hours agoWeng Fawkes
- yea there are pro's and con's. stable loving family without much pressure means you gotta be self-driven yourself. negative pressuring family means you are wired to be driven even if you don't feel like it, but you don't feel your purpose in life
- 5 hours agoLori Brown
- true...
- we have to learn on our own to sort of balance the two i suppose
- if you want success you need to rewire your patterns or if you want to be able to slow down and take things at a more relaxed pace, you need to figure that out too
ok well....thats all for now for real, oh and about the sisters someone gave me a link to this, randomly?
http://goquests.com/go/m/fundraiser/view/Please-United-to-Sisters-for-the-first-time-in-20-years
yes i think its better to have strict parents and know your boundries and morals in life i will say well my parents are white and i grew up awful and clueless, i really had no idea about a thing, education was not important, i left school at 14 no one cared, i didnt even know what a university was until i was 21, i didnt know anything even basic things like how to dress decently, i mean it sounds dumb but i used to go out from aged like 13 in little belly tops and short skirts and knee boots even when it was cold, and wear ridiculous high heels, i didnt know when i was a kid i was supposed to wear a top or vest underneath my sweater i remember being at school about 10 yrs old and there was some reason i had to take off my sweater and i said i couldnt cos i had nothing on under at all, and everyone was looking at me like i was so wierd, i dunno i sort of brought up myself, my mum was ill with depression and bullemia and anorexia and my dads an arsehole, hes just a twat, i always dont really like him and i used to really resent my mum but now we talk again and cos im like 29 now and i can appreciate her struggle and mental health issues and i see now how awful her life was with my dad i dont resent her anymore, but i would have prefer things to be different of course...i mean i dunno some things i feel bad about and blame my mum like she never told me how to dress appropriately and stuff, i mean i go out of my way to ensure my daughter is dressed appropriately and decently and if she isnt or puts on unsuitable things for the weather i give her the reasons why and explain what she should change into...and i resent my mum never explained to me about sex and men and relationships, i never knew, i didnt understand i just was always lonely my whole life and tried to fill it, the lonely space, i wanted a boyfriend and i never knew that sexd isnt love or a guy will have sex with a girl he dont like even a bit, i used to think that someone would love me, and i thought sex was love, and i ended up with 3 kids and so much pain cos i never understood, i just thought when i was 15 and this guy wanted to sleep with me, that i had to, i dunno other stuff too.....but itrs long for now...i think white families are in a whole lot of turmoil in uk, and where i live is awful and the kids swearing at their parents and really cant behave decently but the parents are no better and the kids are all limited in their academic progress but half the parents are semi illiterate...i have to make a change here and now, im trying hard now at uni to get out of the social statistic i was trapped in and that ghetto mind i had for so long been all up in cos i didnt have no culture or background to identify with growing up so i ran to the streets and the streets grew me up and jail, you know, 6 years of jail, i
ReplyDeleteseen when i was 27 what i never saw before how awful the lifestyle was and how limited the choices and i ran away from the streets and now im trying to do good and teach my kids better than i was cos i want them to have a life, a good life i cant bear to see them on the street life or stuck in social housing bad housing forever living on state welfare like me and i swear in 10 years i want to have so much more prospects myself i just feel its a pity that i didnt find out this stuff until i was liek almost 30, even recently ive learnt so much more cos my boyf is like me and hes so smart now, and going uni too next year i help him apply, and we've set ground rules at home and employed a masters student to come round and tutor my kids privately in addition to their school, cos the standard of education in the school is so low here cos its a 'deprived area' we reside in, i hate it, i want more than that bleak nothingness, and i cry for the girls i see on the bus where i live so young like i was 16 with a kid and i cry for their lost dreams...cos they are gone if they ever had any since it seems most people around there have none...like i never had none, all i had to aspire to was just the snare i fell into the false shit, the smooth talking criminal tyoes, and the men who fuck you and leave you with babies and a broken heart...anyway i mean i say 'white' cos my dads family are jews and things are not all they seem with them, i mean they are rich and successful, and my cousins also lori have beautiful life compared to mine, but i barely know them anyway cos my dad marry my mum and turned his back on his jewish faith, we were the 'poor relations'....but his fam are all successful and there is loads of wierd stuff ive told you about before with it all...well anyway...my jewish family brought their children up to be successful and go to good schools and unis and have careers...they all drive good cars and most are younger than me....oh i dunno i was also gonna say about synchs, they are happening more and more often to me, i think since i met my boyf, its been 6 months now...insha'allah....forevermore....well...the other day and i swear this is true...i wouldnt admit it if not lool...we had been lazy for days cos was just in the house we didnt have showers kept saying tomorrow.....tomorrow...well on family guy (yep family guy again lori) the guy said "arnt you ever going to have a shower"...we just couldnt stop laughing...anyway thats just one example i have loads cos they happen all the time...and i see all over the tv shows symbols and stuff....every show...has balphomets, check floors, butterflies, all seeing eyes, over and over....
ReplyDeletehaha about the family guy comment, that is funny! yes i understand how hard it is, especially when you dont seem to have anyone really guide you. its tough, and when you are younger, that is when you need guidance. sure there are stories of city kids making it big, but under what pretense? you hear that cliche all the time, "the city kid from queens who grew to be a succesful rapper"...but why? because the illuminati recruited him lol??? success does have alot to do with how you are raised, i do feel that. if you grew up with strict parent who pushed you, even made sure you did well, than it will be engraved within you. if you grew up with, like you said, a depressed and anorexic mother who could not take care of herself really, its even more harder, and you just have to learn on your own. you do get a sense of life, however, that those privelaged types do not get. some do not have those street smarts, or cannot fiend for themselves. yes jewish blood is always success driven, very good at creating success and making and taking care of money. as well as weng said, asian families too. some families do not stress it enough. when i was a kid, my dad, who is a teacher, didnt even tell me about financial aid, when i got accepted into fashion design school i am upset too. then i went into the army but rather than pushing me to stay and striving for me to do better, they cried with me and i got out. they didnt really teach me to have a backbone and be determined, which i wish they did. i do have to defend my sister tho, she does have a masters in psychology, but she is doing nothing with it...when she really ought to pursue that. i always wanted to be an author and publish stories and that is still a dream i have, one that i do not want to give up on either. you can still follow your dreams as well! you and your boyfriend! and your kids! now is the time to push your kids for the better! teach them what your mom could not teach you!! help them!! i know your a good mom!!
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