not syncs, winks!

i dont know, i kind of want to blog about the weird synchs, but i also wanted to blog other stuff...from yesterday. i forget now. i was feeling very depressed. i think because i was reading about how thyroid problems will affect your pregnancy, and if your thyroid is not good you may suffer a miscarriage. my dad mentioned they asked my mom if she wanted an abortion, because of her thyroid, and she said no way! i almost felt like crying. at first i thought it was with me, and i felt like i could of not even been born! it put things into perspective. even now, its powerful. i am constantly ridden with remorse about the abortion i had, at 19. i would of had a teenager now! oh it wasnt me they said that to my mom it was my sister. i am so happy that my mother didnt get an abortion, or there would be no lisa. abortion is a very tough thing. when they say it is something a woman can do and forget about, well, maybe so, but it still stays in the psyche. i mean, it still affects women in some degree. i mean, i wish to God....sigh...enough about this sad subject..

oh! eyeliner! see, i knew it! as i was scrolling down my fb, and i saw the eyeliner posts, i heard eyeliner, now 'get out of my head get out of my head' (on family guy)

um, so i guess........i will say the synchs...

not all of them of course!! but just the basics..then i need to go to sleep, or something

so um, i kind of wanted to do a weird nj kind of tour, but it was getting late and i couldnt find a cool place to explore, (rhymed!) um...so you know, jay was free so he came over

oh i forgot to add music to the beginning of the video. i should try to go to sleep. anyways, so we went on a lil small tour of hope nj and belvidere...i was being kind of bitchy i see..ahh i get that way!!!??

i had taken some pics, i can show them tomorrow...but i pulled my sunglasses down like i was checking someone out..like ooh, who are you?

like, 'hey you?' 
'who me?'
yes you!'

and then dub that song...'get out of my mind, and into my car!"

but anyways, later that night, family guy played an episode where they were at a dance, and that song played!!!

so it made me feel special!

a few other nods and stuff...

and no they aint 'synchs' they are winks!

anyways i better go to sleep...as is my life