burnt out

so real quick....(since i work again, tomorrow, early in the morning too ughh) i am just going to blog real quick as well. i am so upset about this dui shit. i just want to be hopeful about 2015 but i just cant, especially since i know what is in store. its almost as if i should just lose hope. and moss keeps pushing me about freaking las vegas and all that cheesy stuff. the only reason why i would consider it is because i know i will be getting house arrest.......but then again, i dont have money to go to fucking las vegas and i know how it is going to be! i have other things on my mind. for one, i have been working every day. im tired. also, i am just....burnt out! i mean, today!??! i was in kids. non stop customers...the most annoying being this timid sounding indian girl and her mother, they were there last night. they came to mens and bought a BUNCH of stuff!! well this morning, the girl came back to my register and have a BUNCH of returns. several different transactions.

after i thought we were done she would pull out another bag of stuff with seperate receipts (from ANOTHER store!??! not even our store!? gosh how many bon tons do they shop at!??!)
maybe moss can figure out what kind of scam they are doing? i'll ask him later. since moss used to do weird shit like this before.

so.......then later they found me, and while customers were abundant, (it was 3 of us on the registers) they kept me occupied, )

WHY!??! she had a coupon on her phone. 50.00 off each 100.00 purchase its supposed to be a one time use, but it worked for more then one transaction. ok fine..right? well, after i thought she was done, a magical cart full of more stuff would come up out of nowhere!??!

the mother would disappear and then come back with all kinds of stuff in a cart!??! its like, they figure out ways to get coupons (we dont just give them out anymore)...we dont even have the 25% off coupon for card holders out, ppl take advantage. they are supposed to bring in their own coupons! so i kept on ringing these two people up. and one point she started folding the clothes and putting them aside and she started holding up the tags for me to scan. i felt like my eyes glazed over and felt like a hypnotized zombie, and i felt like that is what she wanted...so  i just keep doing these transactions. then i just kind of shook out of it and asked the manager, who was helping us..(how many of these 50.00 can they use if i ts on the phone?) she said if it works then its ok...but then the other girl came over and she was like, 'do you need help' so i asked her about it. she told them its a one time use...she asked me how many times they used it i said a lot!??!

so she said after this we cannot do it anymore but you can use the 25 % off if you have it. i told them, "i can actually scan all of your items so we can keep this on one  transaction ((because i knew they were using their american express to rack up miles or cashback or whatever it is...and then RETURN the merchandise later))...and when i said that, they were like, 'oh...no..we cant do that' also, there were ALOT Of other customers who needed TRUE transactions why was i stuck with these two and the never ending magical sack of never ending merchandise from some sort of never ending magical cart while the daughter was hypnotizing me with her middle eastern indian ways, you know!?? so when i suggested that they just said no i said, 'ok well you can leave the cart here if you arent going to buy the clothes' and they were like ok but then they were like, 'well, can i just take it back' i mean, as long as they dont  try to run out of the store then what could i say ya know? so they had taken the carts and went away (probably to try to use it at another  register but i doubt they were going to find someone else to keep doing whatever it was they were doing)

it felt so relieving when they were gone tho! they seemed all nice innocent and sweet but when i realized she was trying to hypnotize me i was like, 'ok im done!" plus i was tired and my fucking thyroid!?? wth am i supposed to be  turned into a zoned out zombie or something!??

rather, peculiar...huh!??
but yeah!?? so.........anyways......i was so worried because damn why did that dr have to say it like that ya know!??!

my thyroid levels are so high tho!?!? over 700 and regular levels are like, 4...so.......my TSH levels are just whacked out!?? so, tomorrow after work i am going to the hospital. 

i need a day off tho!!!?? i really do.......sheesh!??! 

um...what else???

i dont know!??! i felt like i wanted to write more??? i wanted to post a few things.....ahh oh well!??! 

but last half hour i felt so burnt out and i was trying to be friendly but then i realized i was dealing with customers non stop for almost 5 hours with no break and i felt like i became a glazed over zoned out zombie. this old lady had a bunch of coupons and she kept apologizing for all the coupons and i was like, 'oh no its ok!" but i was thinking, 'im sorry i havent had a break, and i havent eaten anything cept for toast this morning, and my thryoid is the highest the dr has ever seen, and on top of that i get paranoid as heck for no reasons at all, ,but yeah..fine!??!'

anyways..........time to sleep...i suppose...