interesting articles
Peaches Geldorf, who died this past April, and with whom her little baby boy was found under her body, or in her arms, sadly...he was there for two days. imagine, all of a sudden, his loving mother just falls over, and these little babies have no mother who is able to love and take care of him?
it is very sad! he was found laying under her body...hmm thats weird i could of sworn it said his body was found by his mothers..now it is saying he was in the other room.
who is peaches geldorf? google it! a socialite who was involved in an aleister crowley sex occult ring..MKd for sure..i will find a link about it
but this article shows how the house is now abandoned...it is a beautiful house. its eerie
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2855775/Prams-children-s-toys-lie-abandoned-tragic-Peaches-Geldof-s-deserted-country-home-appears-untouched-heroin-overdose-death.html
i need to get glasses. i think the one side of my contact lens is too strong for my eye and often its hard for me to focus (like watching tv) i just want another eye exam i want weaker prescription, and also a nice pair of glasses to wear.
i cant find my glasse anywhere?
also another one japanese sexual apathy:
http://www.washingtonpost.com/blogs/worldviews/wp/2013/10/22/japans-sexual-apathy-is-endangering-the-global-economy/
anyways, im in the mood for spaghettios now. im hungry. i had pork roast with saurkraut for dinner, I wasn too hungry so i didnt take a bunch...
some peas and corn and mashed potatoes.....oh my gosh my neck is always sore!! i slept late and i am still tired! i made a drs appt its in two weeks. dec. 16th. i need bloodwork done! i also need a PAP SMEAR i do!?? i have no idea what is wrong with me...womens issues. i want to get glasses too.
i also want a haircut or do something with my hair.
i also want to start eating healthy and taking vitamins! and 'super power' fruits, oils, vinegars
yawn! a new perfume. i baked some cookies but this kitchen, its so confusing!??! and the fridge is just a mess! condiments everywhere, leftovers and lots of milk and orange juice..no room to put food in!?? and spices.....herbs......i just dont know where i will put groceries!?? and i dont want to focus on red meats, or pork. i mean, i used to make salmon, tilapia, and/or shrimp like, 2x a week, and then chicken and stir fries. i would sometimes make steak but not often. i made alot of mushroms, ooh mushrooms with red wine vinegar or even better, red wine! cooking with wine seems fun! i was thinking also, using grand marnier as well, and orange zest and orange juice, to make a glaze or something for salmon. i just mix and match, whatever sounds good. i dont really go for recipes, sometimes i do tho! i mean i used too...
hmm.......i need my own place! please! it seems like i am waiting to just fall back. this has been the worse year ever! 2014!! year of the horse. and i am a horse, according to chinese zodiac. wtf!?
i should go to bed early, and wake up early.
so yeah japanese not having sex!? i remember being in my early 20s and just being promiscuous. or whatever.....its a phase i guess. i mean, now.....blah! i dont even.....might be part of my depression who knows? i betchya thats what i need...a good um.....whatever! i did see mike this weekend tho. it was ok nothing spectacular. the same old same old......i miss the excitement! i used to feel hot and i like when a guy i am seeing is adventurous! i like doing it outside (too cold now!) but back in the day, that would usually happen...
i mean, all i really do is hang out with my parents, eating bad, not exercsing..i dont even have enough money to get nice things!?? this is a terrible time in my life. i have nothing to look forward too!?? just another night to sleep, wake up.....nothing ever changes!??! i would like a job. i dont mind working! the days are going by anyways, might as well WORK heck i would work 12 hour overnight shifts as long as i know i am making money! i know the hours would suck but i know im making money! i just dont want to be disrespected. thats fair right? i just want a job where i go to work, not worry about dumb people being dumb......go home, get my paychecks.
i need to clean my room. i want to get a sofa and ps4. what am i going to do when i have house arrest? THIS ABSOLUTELY SUCKS MAN!!! i need to get books. i want to start eating and working out. i need money
anywahs, i forget what i wanted to say. who cares!??!
food to get!
spinach! i like frozen spinach. thaw out and boil. add some nutmeg, fresh garlic...fresh lemon juice.
i can eat it with white rice (who cares if its white rice its better than processed crap) also, steak bits ala bulgogi...thats a good meal! i can make that for dinner one night!
oh and kimchi!!! of course!
steamed bok choy with rice vinegar (i have fish sauce at mikes. i have all my stuff at mikes)
steamed kale or baked kale chips, with mustard powder or mustard seed. shrimp. brown rice.
walnuts.
i can still make tuna fish sandwiches for lunch. i want to make my own tomato soup. homemade tomato soup. we have rotisserie chicken id like to make a stock with it. celery, onions etc....i can use the stock to cook rice in.
chicken bits with turmeric and curry powder.
i just want healthy eats now. im sick of not having proper veggies in my diet.
berries are the best fruits. blackberries, blueberries, strawberries.
maybe i will become a vegetarian. well, i dont really eat a lot. i hardly eat actually!?? i get full easily. of course, i can eat a can of spaghettios, well my dinner was so small. i made chocolate chip cookies, which are now cool by now. idk i have to check up on them.
i like scrambled eggs too. i can western my omelette, with some green and red pepper...hot sauce. >_<
hot sauce, red wine vinegar, apple cider vinegar..sesame oil (for oil pulling) parsely! to chew on!
greek yogurt. oh healthy days!
and i can start walking and then running sprinting again. banish the bloat! get the oxygen flowing through my muscles again. enough of this not exercising. its defiling.
alright im going to post this. i saw some funny things on fb that made me laugh. the woman who does impressions of celebs in their car like drew barrymore and miley cyrus also that fried chicken post HAR!!!
facebook is good for a few laughs sometimes!!!
maybe i will get anoteher cookie
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