so, i worked yesterday at mens. it went by quick. a few strangeties but i dont care. check went through. i want a saturday i want to be able to do stuff (work out) shop etc during the day.......and then take a shower, do my hair, have fun with makeup, nice outfit, and go out! go to somewhere good for dinner or whatever!??! if i check out tilted kilt, it would make me want to dress up that way! i used to like dressing up school girly...i just need to wear my push up bra plus get dow to 120 lbs. i can still look and act ver youthfu tho. anyways, i am so out of it. i got out of work at 915...and i drove home. my cds dont work >:( erghh i want to have a haircut tooi just want it nice and shiny and a few fake extensions to clip on as well as highlights. i need my ears peirced and fill in my eyebrows well. maybe fake eyelashes. good rings, more leggings...good pair of glasses. (i keep seeing double..i think its too strong for me) so, i got a 12 pack of pabst last night. i guess i drank 6 beers, well, we went to westons to watch the interview...we didnt pay too much attention to it.

apparently the owner of the muscle maker grill in easton the owneer got caught with A LOT of weed and cocaine an methamphetamines! and guns an ammo!!

how freaking crazy is that!??!

oh i was to do victory rolls...

so...........i will post that article. i hardly drink i might have 4 beers

i cant see cleraly its CROSSED!!! too strong!

idk weston gave me some pills i dont know what it was it might of been valiums...we didnt stay up late but he gave me two. i just took them i dont know why>

so soon after we finsihed watching the interview and mike kept falling asleep so we went home. i just went to bed too i was out of it. i woke up to mike trying to pull my pants down (idk!??!) in my dream i felt like he kept doing that but to so many different people.........so we woke up had sex......sorry tmi i know)...but then we both just fell asleep..(maybe it was XTC too because they were talking about it idk!???)

whatever it was, i got up to use the bathroom and i felt like i could not walk straight. my sense of composure was all over the place,,my balance was all off..like my eqilibrian was off. i did take a shower and we went to hibachi (i payed) and........i was still weird when we came back watch rest of game i fell asleep again then watched 'the ref' but still my eyesight its not back to normal. its almnost 9pm. i really want to go out for fries last night and play some nintendo mario brothers (mike has it).......and today go see night at the museum.

my relatvies are back visiting UGHHH

i want to buy the ps4 but not tonight. im not feeling normal!?!?