Wednesday, October 29, 2014

anxiety attack

for some reason i am so nervous to go to work. its like, i am physically ill at the thought of going to work. i do not want to be around that awful manager, shes a TERRIBLE manager, that or ashley, i just dont want to be around them! i feel so uncomfortable at that place. fuck it. i am quitting. something must be wrong with me, i have terrible anxiety where i feel physically sick to my stomach, its like i am a paranoid mess. i cant take this shit!

the T.I. group i am a part of, well, they do not have the same experiences as i do. they have more of a...i dont know? things being bugged and like, electric stuff going on...who knows?? 

i have never read t.i. type things similar to the shit i experience tho. 

fuck it. i mean, i dont know!?? i feel sick tho and pissed off and i just dont want to fucking go to work! 

sorry but i just DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT WORKING AT WHITE CASTLE OK!???!

edit: i should stick around till i get a few thousand saved. its easily obtainable. i like jobs where i can go, do my own thing, and not have to worry about bitches and assholes and gossip losers and being felt like i am a terrible worker when i am THE ONLY ONE WHO REALLY WANTS TO WORK AND CLEAN AND DO MY CHORES AND DUTIES RATHER THAN STAND AROUND AND CHIT CHAT!

at the same time, i dont want to be out cleaning and hear laughing because those bitches are laughing at me FUCK YOU

i just want a job where i work alone! and just work and save money! im done! i fucking HATE PEOPLE OK!???! 

gosh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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