6/18

im back! so, i realize that my last blog may sound kind of confusing, a mish mosh of sorts, to which i will reply, ehhh so whaaaaaaaaa!??????

i am going to make a new blog anyways, when tho!?? who knows!??!

my preliminary trial was today. i slept downstairs, we were all so tired from dorney park, it really wore us out. being in the sun all day going on rides makes us tired.

i woke up thanks to sages phone alarm, and i went upstairs to sleep some more. i came downstairs and my mom was making pancakes. i was going to just make a bagel, but since she made so many pancakes, i had two of those. they filled me up, but not in a way where i was no longer hungry. i was. pancakes just fried dough. meh. i am not really a fan of pancakes but my mom made us all them. i do like maple syrup tho.

wow is it HOT!!!!!!!! i need a fan!! i dont know how i am going to sleep!?! honestly!

i took a shower and we left, i did not realize that the court trial for the preliminary was going to be in bethelehm! sp...however. it was held in bethelehem not easton. my dad drove me. it was just my trial there. my lawyer knows the judge and the judge was very nice. i stood there and listened to them speak of travelling with their families to budapest, france, italy. yes i was listening to what they were talking about. must be nice huh!? being able to travel! hard work pays off kids! dont drink and drive! the judge noticed my nails i wondered if he noticed my masonic checkerboard patterns!?? i did that on purpose! kidding!?? i have no idea tho!??

so yeah, i  trust the lawyer he knows the judges and everyone. he knows what he is doing. the question is....what!?? i mean, today went well phew! but there are 3 possible DUI judges......

i dont know!??! at this point, i just want it to get over with!!! but who wouldnt!??? its hot in here...

so he says that one prior dui is showing up, which is good, but at the same time, background checks are always sketchy...i mean, we will play it by ear.

i am just hoping for the best, and honestly, i want and need my life to get better, so i am really over drinking in general. i get the worst headaches and hangovers, i want my life to get better.

i want a job, i want to start writing too, heck, i want to travel to budapest! wth!??!

so anyways, i am glad that the prelim went well. i mean, next court date is august 21st so in the meantime i should be working, right? right!!!

so thats that!!!

oh on conan, oh i will just make that one tomorrow. i cant think now!?? too hot and its late. blah!!!!

:D