before i go to bed, i think i should blog. this is very personal for me, and i do not think it is anyones business, in fact, i should not even be writing about it. i have been saying i have been wanting to get pregnant, and i have been telling my body that i want to as well. i had no idea that i was, and friday i was in so much pain. i woke up feeling cramps ripping me apart, but this was a far worse pain than regular menstrual cramps. i knew something was wrong. my parents went to bring back the rental car, and i was in such excrutiating pain i called my mom up. they got here as soon as possible, and helped get me out of bed and into the car. i felt like a mess but i was in such pain.
this is very sad for me, and i do not want to write about it anymore...so i am not going too. i know that one day, i will have my baby, but it was not the time for it now, and this baby is in Heaven with God now.
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