so i really need to start focusing on getting my act together..meaning, i need a job, and i want to set up a doctors appointment for my bloodwork..it is hard tho, well, sage slept over again, and i was hoping to try to fill out applications and stuff...i have a headache! sage just rambles on in a monotone voice while my dad, 'grandpa' just talks and talks...i just really, need to get my life together but i have to entertain sage because she is here, and i understand that she gets bored but, i have such a headache!!! they both just, never shush!! just, some peace and quiet! i got a call from a job in canada, i mean, i want to call and see what that is about? i just, need to stop entertaining everyone! to be fair,
i love the summer but i have been not feeling it because of my depression, and to be constantly hanging around and doing fun stuff i mean, i am not happy with my life right now!!
i cant relax sage keeps talking!!!! ahhhh!!!
i wanted to go to fill out an application at the greenhouse, so i asked my mom if she wanted to go with me, (sage wanted to go to sallys) but it turned out my dad was going to take us, and then my dad said to me, "i dont want you working there' i dont care! i need a job!!! he always tells me, 'i dont want you going out. i dont want you working there. i dont want you driving' im an adult! "thats what parents do they worry" yes but at the same time, i am an adult and it just becomes very annoying when i want to fix my life so that i can be on my own, and not have to dull myself down to family mode every day. "why are you complaining?" "your not doing anything with yourself"
i want to make a review and symbolism lookout for the movie maleficent. not too in depth but i am super tired right now...i am tired and annoyed and i have a headache!! its 130 in the morning and i am so tired and everyone keeps on talking! just....just SHUT UP EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!
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