Hey!! Whats up!? Well, Im dressed, refreshed and ready for somethin' spesh (special) idk!??! i actually wanna hit the town, maybe get my drink on.....ahh not too much tho, i just...idk lol! i feel in a good mood tho because i feel clean. i hope there is spaghetti cuz i'll make a batch. moss is at the gym. i could, i could use a glass of red wine! sure!
so, oh yeah, i forgot to add, that during one of the comedy acts, it smelled really nice, like incense and funnel cake. it smelled like incense too, during the praise rang bit from the tim and eric show.
so monday we watched the game, oh, i wrote that! its what, wednesday now?
ok well, lets see. i want to flirt!??! idk, i miss that...just flirtin', drankin', chattin, chillin! im broke as a joke so someone can buy me food and drank???
yesterday, um.....idk...nothing much. oh! we went to kogi food truck by universal. deliciouso!! muy bueno! i made a youtube vid of it too. its on my YT page, alas.
im gonna head out to meet up with moses and his wife. thats why i am like, i need a cute kind of guy to cute around with. i dont know any ha! im just kidding around tho. george is my friend, ive been friends with him since i used to live here. denali is nice but kind of...boring. when we were hanging out i tried to pretend i was excited, for my sake, about being in LA but actually i was a little bored. but we get happy hour two fors...
oh yeah i remembered that girl i met last year at that lounge place. i forget the name...
i do miss my mike. we were texting. he asked me when im coming home. i need to get a ticket.
yesterday after kogi, delicious! i had the sliders with chopped up kimchi, i tasted some peanut sauce, cilantro, and that kind of cheese...it was good. much better than the tacos. i got spicy pork. after kogi, we went to........his storage to get some of my things. he does have room there but whatever. i have a good caboodle i still want, i dont think it will fit tho, it has makeup in it. good caboodle tho! i got my thongs, (sandals actually)
sigh....ive been having a kink in my neck cuz this couch lifts up and my neck and feet are elevated. i sleep with my feet elevated so my neck doesnt kink up but i have this kink in my neck.
im a chubster now. im not thin. george told me i look better now than i did last year tho. he said i was too skinny last year...idk!? whatever ha
so last night was watching conan. (oh, not trying to get drunk. i am so afraid of hangovers! i havent gotten drunk in so long, over two months, nor have i had a hangover in that long either. i dont want that. i just want to chill in this weather! i drink now tho, because if im hanging out with someone, or people, i just drink not to be bored...you know? then it gets me tired. i know i act like a psycho bitch too, bitch i was screaming at moss the other night he gave me a vicodin he thinks it affected my personality. i was calling him a brat and all that. oh well thats over with.
so i was watching conan, and in the beginning, andy was sniffing...A RED SHARPIE!!! moss wanted kacey musgraves to autograph his fan fare with a red sharpie!!!
then they did a skit about food trucks (we had lunch at a food truck, right by their studios, universal).....it was called, creepy food trucks! CREEPY CREPES!!!
kevin nealon was on the show and he said something about brownies and in the same paragraph he said 'sugar'. i make fun of moss because he says the words, 'sugar, with all due respect, and linkin park concert' alot. and you know, im browne..brownie, brown.
i even said that at the food truck because she called me 'brian' (moss told them we were dr. brown)
ahh, heres the deal. energy is based on the company you hang out with, but you got to sometimes bring the energy. why cant it just be...natural normal flow?
thats why i was telling moss, 'i do like LA! i do! but i also want to glitz out, i want to enjoy luxury, be and feel glamourous, also enjoy the wildlife; would love to go to big bear, or yellowstone national park, go glamping! (glamour/camping), go check out calabasas and malibu. would LOVE to take a motorcycle ride to malibu. i dont just want to walk around the dingy, touristy, caboodle of hollywood blvd!??!
i want to have good friends with me. a good friend, someone i feel comfortable enough with to just chill and relax and not put on a mask. you know? i have to chill out on the sensuality with anyone i hang out with, but i miss that. i havent exuded my own natural sensuality in so long. i dont want to do that with anyone here, so i put on my sort of nuetral, goofy mask. its hard to explain i suppose. or with a good friend, you just enjoy talking about familiarities.
so im not so sure how i am going to feel tonight. oh.......so i dont know. im starting to feel tired, i think cuz i need fuel. food! im also broke so....i really cant buy myself drinks and grub.
that is what i was trying to explain to moss! i love it out here, but i need to plan in advance! i need to choose my outfits; my daywear, my swimsuits, my workout wear, my nightlife dress and attire, my hair and makeup, my skincare, shampoo/conditioner, perfume/scents, shoes for all occasions...i need a pocket of money in the bank and my cash stash, my loosely binded itinerary, plans, etc...'universal studios, lunch at the ivy, shopping on robertson, poolside at the roosevelt, playboy mansion party, rent a convertible for malibu drive, tourist stuff, hollywood tours, ripleys believe it or not, red carpet VIP, more lunches/brunches, art gallery shows, comic con shows, free tapings, contestant on game shows...etc...I! NEED!! THIS!!! ALL!!!! PLANNED!!!!!!! OUT!!!!!!!!!!! BEFORE I GET HERE!!!!!!!!!!
otherwise this is what i do..........
follow moss around like a lost pup pup, listen to moss, drive around with moss, listen to moss, have cheeseburgers, heavy laden food every day, go to bed on a couch while moss still internets around, waking up 20 minutes later to him still bustles on the internet....fall asleep, wake up, "oh its a great day to be alive!" now what? realize i am so hungry! find lunch. come home.
last night we went to hamburger haven. we ordered. i noticed OH i really think it was lamar odom! see, we went to hamburger haven, we sat down. then a group came in. an old school song started playing, 'its so hard! to say good bye! to yesterday!!!" and while they were saying, the big black guy, had the body of an athlete! i really think it was lamar odom! he glanced at me when he was singing! so i was like, 'hmm' you know!?? but moss! tsk...all the time, he was totally oblivious, yakking on and on about ron, and i kept making those big eyes at him, like, 'psst!! moss' and i would guide my head at the table next to us....like i was saying, shh! over there?! look! but he never payed my gestures no mind and he just kept chattering about moss....i didnt want there table to think we were clueless dum dums. i just wanted to eat in silence and ask moss, 'whos dat?' but he had no clue!!??
he just kept on talking! finally he saw they were a crew and he asked one who they were he said camera crew filming for a reality show. he asked what show and the one guy pointed at lamar. moss then said what show, and the guy said we cant really tell contract issues.
oh my gosh MOSS!!!!!!!
i said later i think it was lamar odom. why cant moss just be chill and normal and at least be like, 'hey whats up man' and shake his hand!??! ya know!???
oh my god it was definately lamar odom! that was him!
yes it was! he looked right at me when he was singing too. he had that body of an athlete. i knew it!
and moss asked what show, he had no clue! why cant he just shut up about ron and taking the opportunity to talk super fast!??! dang man!!!!
oh...whatever ! lol! oh i know whos gay in the country community, also voice of mom from bobs burgers is ...but this country singer..woo man the girls will be upset over this one! HINT! (renee zellweger was a beard for this one)

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