days

eventually i am going to stop blogging about my personal life, because it just gets weird after a while. especially when you go out, and you just...eh i have a bunch of thoughts in my head! ok so, if i lived here and had this really cool view overlooking hollywood, oh i would sit out on the porch, absorbing the energy of hollywood but from the safety of my apartment. ya know? sometimes i do not want to wander around hollywood blvd. you see, i look outside, and i wonder who is wandering around down there...? who is hopping bar to bar, getting more drunk the next bar they hop? 

anyways, saturday night! yes. so, we went to the concert. of interest, yes we did go to the 'backstage' and shooters band was there. shooter walked in, also dennis haskins ..(i think that is his name? the actor who plays mr belding was there. we then went to the 'house' (house party! house salad dressing!) so we watched the concert. after concert, i finally had chance to ask him, or rather, tell him that i watched his interviews. things i noticed. bright red heels (wizard of oz!) before i was going to tell shooter i watched his interviews, (alex jones and margaret cho) mr belding was whispering something to shooter, then...when i told him, he covered his eye.

he said he did a lot of alex jones interviews so i will have to check them out.

um....so that was that. i want a salad now. with house dressing. 

sunday sunday....hmm...i cant think!??? oh we went to watch that game..you know, the game! seahawks vs packers. man! seahawks won last year!?? do they need to win again? for you know, the universal alignments to happen????


i had some beer, i mean, we were at a sports bar after all. also had a pulled pork sandwich and fries, pub fries ugh....well since i had beer i was tired when i got back and took a nap. george msgd me about meeting him for the game. i was hungry tho, but i went there and ordered those tequila lime wings at tekila. im broke tho, and george doesnt spot the bill, so yeah i kind of get like......eh plus it was too early to head out. if it was truly up to me, i'd chow, freshly shower, makeup and head out around 7 pm so that my buzz on would be nice and mellow, to the point where i am still in charge, not lurking on black out drunk dumb stage. i still want to be aware of my surroundings. it was too early and then of course, george starts to get dario-ish and like i said, i do not want to HOOK UP WITH ANYONE ok? so nah you aint getting no where with me! 

i mean, i miss connection and when you really feel like you care about someone. i do miss mike i miss being in a relationship and feeling safe. 

so denali showed up and he always forks the bill he is nice that way! we hit up frolic room and did fireball shots got all wasted man.

it is because i left so early. i do not want to or intend to get drunk like that. i just want to go out and have fun, but i am sick of hollywood blvd. id like to go to different places other then typical loaded type bars.

mehhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i like fancy Hollywood Events!! thats fun! 

i just hate when i get all drunk and not in control. it sometimes feels weird the next day you know? like, i just feel weird alot idk...

i just do not like not remembering end of night. shrug. i want my own place id just drink at home...with a friend that i can trust, oh well i was safe and nothing bad happened to me. i just need to take it easy with the imbibing.

soooooooo............what else? monday!??? um....what did we do? im not sure really. probably errands...oh later that night we went to sushi! ran into kevin and his girlfriend and brother. oh HEY THAR!! *waves*

uh......tuesday, which was taco tuesday, moses texted me about meeting up with him and tiffany for tacos at cabos. that sounded good, and plus moss and i got into a screaming match that morning (yelling and screaming, another one of moss's favorite phrases. he also says coffee shops alot. his voice sounds like coffee and biscotti) 


so i went to meet them...oh we got screaming and yelling because moss wanted to do that hot spin class, but i was not able to go to sleep so i decided to not go. i did not think he was going to get so upset about it. he was 'highly disappointed' then he told me he wasnt sure he wanted to take me down labrea street to take a picture of that big silver head (stalin) and to check out that store...and i got upset i mean, i feel that is not fair to me. he said why are you punishing me lori!? what? he was "punishing me" for not being able to go to spin that morning, and telling me he wasnt going to bring me there. 

oh there is this place...moses told me about it sounds nice. i forget what he said it is called but sounds magical with lakes and stuff. so i had some tacos. tiffany had to go to her dance class, oh dont worry i am not interested in hooking up with moses maybe i am just paranoid but i had a strange feeling idk...i just get weirded out sometimes. i always feel like i am disappointing people. even by posting on facebook, i am disappointing someone. i want to get that curl secret. i am so sick of my hair. i feel like just the way i LOOK like disappoints people. i think i look a certain way and that makes people disappointed. i mean, i dont look like someone people would like i look like someone that people want to poke fun at and mock and all that. there is no light in here and i am having trouble typing!??

so after cabos we went to ripleys believe it or not. that was cool, then we went to get a few drinks at hard rock cafe, (this was all before 2 pm! again, i do not like 'day drinking'...the only exceptions are vacation i suppose, or a keg party in the summer, around with good peoples...river people! ha idk...) but yeah i mean, i didnt even take a shower that day cuz i rushed for lunch.....so i wasnt really on my a game, i mean, plus i was not dressed up nice, it was way too early to be out drinking and running around!??! but hey at the time, it seemed like the thing to do i guess!???! nah it was fun! after hard rock, we went to dave and busters, played some games. we started to get hungry so we went to hooters. (all the fun spots) after hooters it starts to get hazy tho!??! hmm.....oh yes! we went to roosevelts! we had a beer by the fireplace by the pool. moses was going to jump in but i told him not too. he was talking to people in a british accent. i have no idea!?? then we went to the bar upstairs. more hazy. this was before 7pm! WOW!!!!!!! eventually we met up with tiffany and her friends we were also chatting with some other guys i DONT KNOW ugh i hate this!???! im drunk so i am not aware if people are actually being friendly or making fun of me, because i assume everyone makes fun of me SHTOP LAFFING AT ME SHARLES!

yeah idk!??!? wings and lime...thats all. lime in the coronas! i guess we went to 'the woods' whatever that is ??? i do not know.



i recall trying to watch conan but not being able too when i got back this was around 1030. ugh day drinking!?? not really my thing tho! but it was fun! :)

yes we did go to rainbow. im gonna miss LA tho. i just want to have money, nice outfits to wear, good company. i want to feel normal too, not all paranoid and weird. you know how you get kind of weirded out when you hang out with someone for too long, (and not talking about a boyfriend or girlfriend or whatever that you actually care about)


i also think not working is making me feel strange. i cant just party all the time i need substance. not abuse it. substance abuse. get it? i so want to start working out again tho.

so i woke up early today, 730 i thought it was later tho!? i went to sleep at 11 tho so...i just woke up early. i watched twitch twednesday tho (hey i look forward to it im a loser)

ok um...but yeah......so rj and bley were playing...(rj thinks he is too cool for school and 'fans' there i said it!)

i like bley tho! LOL! i blog! HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA but um everyone wants jordan schlansky to show up and twitch (im writing this because it will fall into play later)....so they were so engaged in this game...and stuff...and shlanksy shows up but they do not notice him (or pretend not too) and jordan the 'angel boy' of twitch and coco (google tim and eric, angel boy) ok so......he entered the room and just stood, lurking and leering over those two and they had no idea. they even ignored us, the chatroom! and he just stood there and then he left the room, like a stalker type!!!

ok so then, conan shows up! YAY! we all were like, 'hey conez! (nah i was just like that everyone else was like CONAN!!!!) right, and the energy in the room and all that just changed! 

it was cool tho! but he didnt say hi to me :( anyways, so then, moss and i went to the chickening, and we found a table to sit at...if you ever play grand theft auto five, its that place where the aliens come out..i will link to it....moss talks and talks and never takes note of his surroundings. he just talks and talks!! 

anyways, while we were eating, JORDAN SHLANSKY COMES OUT! around the corner, walking past us!?? i mean, it totally was him or may have been a lookalike still tho?? so strange!??and then of course, as we were walking, we past a kissing couple.

anyways we did take pics of that silver head and that store. its on facebook!

and thats that! sigh........