hi. i applied to a few warehouse jobs..(well, just one) but i need a JOB! i dont care! i just need to work! the thing is, i dont mind working ok? i mean, i want to keep busy and occupied and work and save up money. i do not understand why this is so conceptually hard to accomplish!??!

last year, i thought 2014 would be a good year for me. a year where i would just work. i rarely went out but yes i was still at a point in my life where i would get bored on the weekends and yes sometimes it felt nice to be around others. that night i got arrested, i even posted on fb, 'anyone want to take me to red lobster' red lobster! and sara was telling me about bethelehem. sigh.......

and i could not find a designated driver and mike was even in bethlehem but sara did not like him i was going to follow him home ughh

and now my life is just.......ruined..or on stall.

i just really want to work tho! i dont care if it is not my dream job i need money!

i dont want to work with assholes or jerks or bitches tho. i just want to fucking work and not deal with being friendsy with anyone ya know!??!

anyways.....i have to wake up early tomorow