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i cant wait for this to be done! i have not really enjoyed a leisurely walk in so long. i mean, i love walking to the break room at work, its a big warehouse and it is a nice, long walk. otherwise, i would just be stuck in this house all day. i can't wait to go to the mall, take a walk, go see a movie, go out to eat. plus i am thinking about LEAVING..idk...i just need to get out of this house. 

today on break, jen said her friend just got off house arrest and got his ankle bracelet taken off. he had a dui. i almost felt like showing her my ankle bracelet. i figure, there is no reason to tell anyone my ordeal. why? this is weird too, last week christine was talking to me about jeans, and she was asking about the bottom part of the jeans, where the feet go through, and what style works best...im thinking, well, i want a style that is baggy and hides this annoying ankle bracelet!!!


i do like mens jeans, i mean, i just want to find a good 'boyfriend' jean..i want to get good mens jeans and sweatpants and all that. i like baggy....what else? oh also, my id card fell out of my coat and fell on the ground and i thought rebecca was trying to ask me what that thing on my ankle was, she was looking by my foot. she actually saw my id on the ground and told me....

things like that, you know? hmm....so we are not sure how long this job will be!? oh i keep telling auggie that i never got payed when i first came back, when the jail never gave me my id to punch in...this was wedensday (spelling!?) wednesday!! feb 25th...and i have been telling him every day! it seems like he forgets to do something about it! i worked a full 8 hour day! i want to get payed for that day you know?

its like white castle never sending me my w-2 or bon ton messing up my paychecks. ughh wtf!??!

i also want to do something with my boring plain hair. im thinking ombre, the tips silver and the top black...

then i feel like bleaching it. yeah! blonde! i dont have dark kim kardashian features so it will blend well on me. i used to have blonde hair and people thought it was my natural hair color SYNCH it just said 'make the NATURAL choice' also before that after i started typing about my hair a LOREAL commercial came on with the mad men actress who dyed her red hair BLONDE

ANOTHER SYNCH a cascade PLATINUM commercial just came on...PLATINUM BLONDE!! wow! i guess i SHOULD dye it blonde HUH!!??

also want it cut and layered, and i wanted a perm too. im just sick of my blah basic boring hair!

so yeah....i am so tired! i forget if there was anything else i wanted to say. everyone calls my dad all the time and he talks so loud it is distracting and annoying me, so i cant think! plus im tired.......