hey. i wanted to play my game for a bit but my strange addiction is on and its kind of interesting...ok...so before my shower, i told moss that i blogged about it. instead of telling me he doesnt like that, or whatever, he just posted a shocked emoji, as if it is some sort of joke. i said, 'moss dont you care about your image?" and he just kept using emojis to express his lack of concern.

to me, him not caring about what i wrote about him shows me he does not respect my opinion of him. to me, using immature emojis was disrespectful, as if he is making this out to be a little babyish joke.

oh yeah, so another thing i am wondering...if you dont speak spanish, does that not make you puerto rican? because i do not speak spanish but that doesnt mean my grandmother is not from puerto rico.

and why does it...ahh forget it. i thought all these things in the shower but now i dont feel like blogging. (cuz i have to sleep soon)

just at work, i think its annoying when they make sexual jokes. i just think its crass. i dont join in with the laughs to fit in i just ignore it. i was like, 'i dont even know what you are talking about'

hey at least im still working. im tired...TIRED ahh this guy loves his inflatables...um...i dont know

they are cute but...he feels like they love him. his female inflatable is his wife. huh

oh my gosh!?? anyways

You can blog about me all you want. Kevin tells me how much you do it. I don't understand how, after knowing me for EIGHT YEARS now...you're always so shocked and surprised by me. Just accept me for who I am. Stop trying to change me.



NO! its because he doesnt care enough to ask me what i think of him or WHY he upsets me or annoys me. 'accept me for  who i am'...well respect me then! listen to what i have to say! i dont care enough to put him down honestly nor do i want to change him. hes just rude to me

You do not accept me for who I am. You always try to get me to something that is "not me."

see? thats a selfish response

"its not about you! its about your lack of concern on my thoughts!"

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i just asked him, 'why did you ever want to be friends with me? we are not on the same page! we do not see eye to eye. he says i cant change him. i dont want to change him i just want him to express concern over what he does that upsets me, but he doesnt instead he says things like 'accept me for who i am'

that is a selfish response! i mean, why did he ever want to be friends with me if i dont 'accept him for who he is' (and thats not even it. i get upset when he uses an emoji instead of actually responding like a human being') im done. im tired i dont want to argue with him anymore