my plan is to meet someone ok? i am getting lonely and i want a boyfriend. i want to be with someone who is respectful, funny, interesting, adventurous, attractive, in shape, good job, and someone i connect with! i plan on moving out! i plan on having a baby soon. watch! i will do it!! 

i dont really care bout hollywood or whatever. i just want my own PLACE!!!

oh so i keep forgetting to say that one of the girls at the jail looked like this actor, i never knew his name but i know he was in the perfect storm

http://www.imdb.com/name/nm0001209/?ref_=tt_cl_t5

lol! shade looked like him haha!!! she has long stringy blonde hair and was real lanky.

anyways...........

i really have plans! and i cant waste away! my friend kristy is pregnant again!!! she already has 4 girls!! and shes pregnant again!??! wow! all her babies are bald haha

i will be fine with one kid! i just want a family. i dont know what it is or what has gotten over me, but i just want to be happy and comfortable. im sick of being this...whatever it is i am!?? 

i mean, it hasn't been that long...that i have been in jail and house arrest, but i forget who i am, in a sense!??!

i dont know...i am just hoping to meet someone this summer. mike does not care about me. if he did, he would of wrote me letters, he would listen to me, he wouldn't put me down....

he would talk on the phone with me, visit me...lots of things. i deserve someone who truly cares and likes me! and not to sound like i am pathetic and desperate, because again i am very picky and most guys are lame, boring, dull, jerks....etc etc etc....

it takes a lot to capture my attention ya know!??!